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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
haizz.2dy was 1 bad dae. ma ex kal me.wana ask for patch up. hiz name ish hafez. i hate him! it been 4mnthz to 4gt him.& now, he kal me back. haiz...plz! i dun wana tink about him anymore! i dun wana get hurt! leave me alone! wit hiz swit talk to me juz now make me wana cry. i duno y. haizz. now i cant forget about wat he juz sae. FUCK LA! & juz now was chattin wit helmi. ask him wen wana mit up?he sae saturday can? & i knew tat on weekendz i cant go out. he should noe tat & i change topic coz i dun wana hurt him. in a sudden, he went offline. argh! watz the use of takin me as hiz gal???!!! tell me! im hurt double rite now! i swear tiz few daez, im gg to do sumtin as i cant tel wat izit.....im hurt alot now!!!! crying is useless. let me die more beta! den burden sumone i love like tiz. tiz is wat i get wen i love sumbody....i dun wana lose him but if hiz angry wit me,juz sae it can? dun juz offline lyk tat?i feel hurt. u are precious to me. i duno wether u feel the same way to...yea,i trust u. but why nowadays derez no ILOVEU cumin out from ur mouth??i dun espect u to sae it evrytym. but u use to sae most of the time.but now, no more. i duno wat i did wrong until u act tiz wae.im hurt alot! if im no good for u, find a beta person den me.itz not tat im sayin i wana seperate wit u r sumtin but i feel sumtin diff about u now. i feel rli2 diff about u now! seriuzly! i try to control ma emotions but i cant. i have to. ur ma precious ones & i cant bare to lose u.rli2....i sware! :'(( if im not supportive enuf for u,itx fine wit me. mayb u juz dun understand ma situation rite. i hope wen i went for operation r sumtin, i wish i'll be gone 4eva coz mayb im hurt u loadz nowadayz. i dun wana show ma condition infront of u coz i dun wan u 2 be so worried sick. but now, i tink tat i deserve to go. sori to sae tiz but yea. i cant take it anymore! im hurt! i cried all nite tinkin of u! mishin u lyk hell, but is tiz wat i get from u??? u juz appear offline lyk tat?itx lyk no manners at all. u hate me tat much izit??juz tell me i dun care. u juz duno how i feel evryday & evry nite...i cried. im not showin off about cryin over u r wat, but i have 2 let out ma feelinz now! y u do tiz 2 me???!!! let me cry till im gone! i dun care! but i dun wan u to be hurt.let me be hurt lyk hell,bt nt u! i mayb attitude at timez, but i have feelinz to. i study hard now juz to show u tat i can pass ma examz wit good grades. but atlaz, u like drifting away from me.im not blaming all on u.im at fault to. but i cant take it anymore now.juz wana let u noe tat i love u so much...izit wrong wit tat??? haizz:'(( nvmz.....let me be hurt! i will be gone for good! I SWARE TO U!!! I WILL BE GONE FOR SURE!!!!! ONE DAE U'LL SEE. juz mish u lyk hell rite now,bt....argh!nvmz....& i juz feel tat im not part of the WOC anymore...bye
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