always.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

BOO-CHAK!!

Just had a horrible day.

Guess i had to take all the blames :'(

& i think its not our fate to be together.

& im sure he can move on easily without me :'(

I knew i had a bad temper that day.

Whatever u say, im taking all the blames.

Just wanted to tell u this that im so sorry about what i've done.

Just forgive me & thats it.

Will promise not to ruin ur life with other girl

in the future.

I know i disappoint u very badly.

U tried ur best to change my temper but

i cant fortunately.

Maybe its the wrong time for u to do that plan for me.

:'(

& wish u all the best of luck.

Im sorry for not being a good & perfect person for u.

I know ur lazy to entertain me anymore, but nvms.

I really understand it perfectly.

I hate myself.

:'((

I dont wish to happen this way, but

looks like both of us agree in going

our seperate ways.

I will miss all the fun & jokes we had.

I will miss ur hugs & kisses.

Will miss the songs that we sang together at ur house.

Will miss everything about us.

I just dont want u to hurt anymore.

I will respet all ur choises.

U had my permission to find someone new.

I know u dont love me no more by seeing ur blog.

No picx of me & nothing.

I understand.

& dont misunderstood by my blog.

Had to put single & all cos my uncle had just read it.

So had to change.

Nvms.

No use in explaining all this details.

Just want to say that, i wont ever hate u.

I will always love u cos

i kept my promises to u,

no matter what happen between us, pain or cold,

u always be my beybey boi.

Goodbye.

missing ;

Friday, November 28, 2008

BOO-CHAK!!

Today start lesson at 11am. Were damn late man!!but want to know something?? it was a waste coming to school cos our lecturer teaches those who were absent last wed. we were like "ALAMAK,IF WE KNEW WE WOULDNT HAVE GO TO SCHOOL MAN". haha. sod sod! but still we hang around cafe 1. Studied?erm,okok la.haha. but more to games,heartbroke and sabo-ing my cucu,Leana cos it was her belated birthday.hees. was cute!! putting cake creams on each other faces till i chase Irah sia. damn tired tau. Chase her from outside noods till cafe 1 toilet.gahh!but at last i caught her.WOO!! we sat there till 4+pm then went home.it's totally fun.yeayea. now it's time to be serious aye?? EXAM OI NEXT WEEK! pray hard pray hard! hehe otey then.till here..T.A.T.A!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

BOO-CHAK!
Im doing great nowadays.
hehe
Now playing computer at fad house.
Wooee!
Im happy that im fine now.
ok thats all.
hehe

imysm bby ;

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

BOO-CHAK!

Now in comp lab at level 3.

Playing comp with the rest of my classmates.

Well, yesterday had some nightmares.

I collapsed.

Idk why.

I think my sickness has come back :'(

Its time....

Do u think??

To whoever knew about what has happen to me yesterday,

not to worry.

Zyzy is back home & im just fine.

Still strong & active like

an energizer.

hees ;pp

To my dearest fwen yanyan, had fun

hanging out with u yesterday [:

U really make my day &

pls dont throw

BEE-BEE at me ehx?

hehe

ok then. gtg for now [:

FINISH EARLY TODAY!

YAHOO HOO!

:DD

imysm bby :'(

Thursday, November 20, 2008

BOO-CHAK!
Had my attachment interview yesterday,
WOW!
Damn nervous la can?
:DD
Till i felt like want to pee at every min.
haha.
But so far, my interview was ok
& i hope i pass my interview [:
hees.
Today met my dearest & bros.
I mish them so much!!
Now at fad's house, playing computer.
psst; mesti la. ambek chance jek main comp.
hehe
Now listening to my dearest singing
JUST ONE LAST DANCE song to me.
:')
so sweet beybey pooh<333
A few min later im off from here.
I had a great day today.
YAHOO HOO!
&& To my dearest fwen alif jekjek, will be having lunch with
u this monday aites?
Jiji promise.
hehe.
Ok yaw.
Im outa here yaw sexay!
:B

ily bby ;

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

BOO-CHAK!

To my dearest :

I had to make a confession to u.

For me, u seem to fade away from me.

This isnt about who's fault ok?

Im not pointing at u.

U didnt make any sense to contact me.

I understand that ur schedule is tight.

Ur pp is low.

I know it clearly.

Its just that even ur at hm, u didnt even try to call me.

When i msg u then u called me.

It feels that ur love towards me are not there.

:'(

I feel so lonely nowadays even fad said about this matter last few days.

Why ur acting this way?

U knew ilysm right?

:'(

It feels like u dont even miss me a thing.

Sorry if i jump to conclusions.

But i just let it out what my heart tells me to.

I trust u alot.

As days goes by, im scared.

U know that?

Eventhough u know i had some

major problem going on around my house there,

u take it like theres nothing going on.

I knew when u sent me back, nothing happen.

Just keep doing that so i can be safe.

Sometimes i feel like im so posessive to u.

I give u space now.

I give u freedom now.

I dont want to control u.

I hate myself sometimes.

I even did some wrongs to u.

I realise that but this time,

i feel no love from u.

Im sorry.

I know u will feel down & upset with me

when u read this.

I dont care about u not meeting me everyday but atleast show me some care.

Atleast i know ur there for me.

:'(

Im sad all day long till

i did not even say a word to my parents & fought with

my lil bro's.

haiz.

Why?

Someone said to me that u might not

take this relationship seriously.

I start to cry & worried.

Thats why i msg u last night.

I said to mom to say to u that im in the toilet

when u call cos i dont want to talk to u.

I dont want u to hear me cry like hell yesterday.

Why dear?

Tell me.

Am i so bad to u?

Am i irritating or stuff like that?

If u dont like about my behaviour, tell me straight.

Dont wait.

I hate it.

I let u spent alot of times with fwens & bro's.

Atleast u see & contact them most of the times.

I can say that cos i know it well

:'(

Dear, i really really dont want to loose u.

I love u so much :'((

Pls dont make me like this.

Make the 1st move to call or msg me.

Dont avoid me like this.

Im saying this cos i care for u.

Before u going to loose me.

haiz.

imysm :'((

till here then.

& remember, you're my everything :'((

ily bby;

Monday, November 17, 2008

BOO-CHAK!

Well, today was a average day.

Atleast i was not bored.

hurhur.

Now finish lesson ready & friendster are back to

normal ready[:

Happy tu happy, but no matter what,

im using the 4th acc now [:

anything just add me 4th acc at zyharlot91@hotmail.com.

hees.

Next week is my interview.

brr.

Nervous la shey.

Now layan-ing my cucu leana laughing

like CRAZEY, haha.

BWEKX!

Nina too join along with her patrick star + ayoooooba meow meow.

Cross siamese cat..

But koko & aiger more kiyoooot than ayooooooba.

Nina is angry with me now.

grr.

Ur pasal la!!

:DD

lolx.

Okok.

My face turn damn red ready.

*twix*

ily bby ;

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Hello guys.
Just dont know what's happening to me.
I feel alone :'(
I feel like im in a lonely world.
No one loves me.
& even i had someone, i feel no love from him.
I dont why.
:'(
I feel like giving up on myself.
I better be single.
& my parents dont even love me.
I need someone whom will love me.
I seriously need someone whom can tc of me.
God, pls help me.
Make me happy.
Now i seriously confused with my heart.
I feel like my love for him
is fading away as what he had treat me.
I dont know why.
haiz.
Should i give up with my life??
:'(
Eventhough i had my fwens, but something
inside me, i've being left alone.
Now i feel that my feelings has come back for my past.
Help me someone.
Im crying deep inside,
just lost.
Hurtful, just let it be in me.
Im use to it.
For beybey boo, thanx for making
me happy even though ur not with me
no more.
U make me the courage to move on.
I will never ever forget about u.
& im hope ur happy with ur new life partner as it u say in the future,
will wait for u no matter what.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?:yup yup

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?:no way

3. Do you enjoy going to school?:yes ofcourse

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?:buy a car, support my family, donate some money to the poor, SHOPPING!!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?:no way cos im att anw [:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?:being loved by someone

7. List out your 15 favourite songs::liar in the glass, disturbia, the flood, shake it, dangerous, two become one, cassie, beast & the harlot, hasta la vista, dying in your arms, american boy, harder than you know, killa, PUSPA.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

: cry like hell in bed & shout as loud as i can

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?:yes. about my life. ive moved on [:

10. What makes you angry?: when this BITCH kept staring at me, THAT PEPEK BUSOK!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? :i will look more matured & full of pimples?? gahh!

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?:My family, my fazzy, & my fwens :DD

13. What is the most important thing in life?:Studies, IA.

14. Single or attached? With who?:Attached with Nur Fazli Bin Ghazali

15. What is your favourite colour?:black, red & deeppink

16. Would you give all in a relationship?: have to be clever in giving things.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?:one la stupid!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?:no, i will not! it cant be easily forgotten.

19.What do you want to tell the someone you like?: ur charming, ur cute, ur a dear.

20. 5 people I have tagged:asfa, rai,aizzah.

BOO-CHAK

Just wanted to wish my dearest fazzy batman,

HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY !! ^^

ilysm darling. muax.

Big kisses from me to you hunneh ^^

Your my beybey pooh i adore so much.

I cant wait to meet u later ok?

hees.

huggiesh~

&& dont forgte to treat me ICE CREAM!!

GURREE :p

; ily bby


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Just had a horrible day. Guess i had to take all the blames :'( & i think its not our fate to be together. & im sure he can move on easily without me :'( I knew i had a bad temper that day. Whatever u say, im taking all the blames. Just wanted to tell u this that im so sorry about what i've done. Just forgive me & thats it. Will promise not to ruin ur life with other girl in the future. I know i disappoint u very badly. U tried ur best to change my temper but i cant fortunately. Maybe its the wrong time for u to do that plan for me. :'( & wish u all the best of luck. Im sorry for not being a good & perfect person for u. I know ur lazy to entertain me anymore, but nvms. I really understand it perfectly. I hate myself. :'(( I dont wish to happen this way, but looks like both of us agree in going our seperate ways. I will miss all the fun & jokes we had. I will miss ur hugs & kisses. Will miss the songs that we sang together at ur house. :] Will miss everything about us. I just dont want u to hurt anymore. I will respet all ur choises. U had my permission to find someone new. I know u dont love me no more by seeing ur blog. No picx of me & nothing. I understand. & dont misunderstood by my blog. Had to put single & all cos my uncle had just read it. So had to change. Nvms. No use in explaining all this details. Just want to say that, i wont ever hate u. I will always love u cos i kept my promises to u, no matter what happen between us, pain or cold, u always be my beybey boi. Goodbye. missing ; 4:14 PM · Friday, November 28, 2008 BOO-CHAK!! Today start lesson at 11am. Were damn late man!!but want to know something?? it was a waste coming to school cos our lecturer teaches those who were absent last wed. we were like "ALAMAK,IF WE KNEW WE WOULDNT HAVE GO TO SCHOOL MAN". haha. sod sod! but still we hang around cafe 1. Studied?erm,okok la.haha. but more to games,heartbroke and sabo-ing my cucu,Leana cos it was her belated birthday.hees. was cute!! putting cake creams on each other faces till i chase Irah sia. damn tired tau. Chase her from outside noods till cafe 1 toilet.gahh!but at last i caught her.WOO!! we sat there till 4+pm then went home.it's totally fun.yeayea. now it's time to be serious aye?? EXAM OI NEXT WEEK! pray hard pray hard! hehe otey then.till here..T.A.T.A! 7:06 PM · Thursday, November 27, 2008 BOO-CHAK! Im doing great nowadays. hehe Now playing computer at fad house. Wooee! Im happy that im fine now. ok thats all. hehe imysm bby ; 12:44 PM · Tuesday, November 25, 2008 BOO-CHAK! Now in comp lab at level 3. Playing comp with the rest of my classmates. Well, yesterday had some nightmares. I collapsed. Idk why. I think my sickness has come back :'( Its time.... Do u think?? : To whoever knew about what has happen to me yesterday, not to worry. Zyzy is back home & im just fine. Still strong & active like an energizer. hees ;pp To my dearest fwen yanyan, had fun hanging out with u yesterday [: U really make my day & pls dont throw BEE-BEE at me ehx? hehe ok then. gtg for now [: FINISH EARLY TODAY! YAHOO HOO! :DD imysm bby :'( 2:40 PM · Thursday, November 20, 2008 BOO-CHAK! Had my attachment interview yesterday, WOW! Damn nervous la can? :DD Till i felt like want to pee at every min. haha. But so far, my interview was ok & i hope i pass my interview [: hees. Today met my dearest & bros. I mish them so much!! Now at fad's house, playing computer. psst; mesti la. ambek chance jek main comp. hehe Now listening to my dearest singing JUST ONE LAST DANCE song to me. :') so sweet beybey pooh<333 A few min later im off from here. I had a great day today. YAHOO HOO! && To my dearest fwen alif jekjek, will be having lunch with u this monday aites? Jiji promise. hehe. Ok yaw. Im outa here yaw sexay! :B ily bby ; 5:43 PM · Tuesday, November 18, 2008 BOO-CHAK! To my dearest : I had to make a confession to u. For me, u seem to fade away from me. This isnt about who's fault ok? Im not pointing at u. U didnt make any sense to contact me. I understand that ur schedule is tight. Ur pp is low. I know it clearly. Its just that even ur at hm, u didnt even try to call me. When i msg u then u called me. It feels that ur love towards me are not there. :'( I feel so lonely nowadays even fad said about this matter last few days. Why ur acting this way? U knew ilysm right? :'( It feels like u dont even miss me a thing. Sorry if i jump to conclusions. But i just let it out what my heart tells me to. I trust u alot. As days goes by, im scared. U know that? Eventhough u know i had some major problem going on around my house there, u take it like theres nothing going on. I knew when u sent me back, nothing happen. Just keep doing that so i can be safe. Sometimes i feel like im so posessive to u. I give u space now. I give u freedom now. I dont want to control u. I hate myself sometimes. I even did some wrongs to u. I realise that but this time, i feel no love from u. Im sorry. I know u will feel down & upset with me when u read this. I dont care about u not meeting me everyday but atleast show me some care. Atleast i know ur there for me. :'( Im sad all day long till i did not even say a word to my parents & fought with my lil bro's. haiz. Why? Someone said to me that u might not take this relationship seriously. I start to cry & worried. Thats why i msg u last night. I said to mom to say to u that im in the toilet when u call cos i dont want to talk to u. I dont want u to hear me cry like hell yesterday. Why dear? Tell me. Am i so bad to u? Am i irritating or stuff like that? If u dont like about my behaviour, tell me straight. Dont wait. I hate it. I let u spent alot of times with fwens & bro's. Atleast u see & contact them most of the times. I can say that cos i know it well :'( Dear, i really really dont want to loose u. I love u so much :'(( Pls dont make me like this. Make the 1st move to call or msg me. Dont avoid me like this. Im saying this cos i care for u. Before u going to loose me. haiz. imysm :'(( till here then. & remember, you're my everything :'(( ily bby; 11:08 AM · Monday, November 17, 2008 BOO-CHAK! Well, today was a average day. Atleast i was not bored. hurhur. Now finish lesson ready & friendster are back to normal ready[: Happy tu happy, but no matter what, im using the 4th acc now [: anything just add me 4th acc at zyharlot91@hotmail.com. hees. Next week is my interview. brr. Nervous la shey. Now layan-ing my cucu leana laughing like CRAZEY, haha. BWEKX! Nina too join along with her patrick star + ayoooooba meow meow. Cross siamese cat.. But koko & aiger more kiyoooot than ayooooooba. Nina is angry with me now. grr. Ur pasal la!! :DD lolx. Okok. My face turn damn red ready. twix ily bby ; 3:37 PM · Thursday, November 13, 2008 Hello guys. Just dont know what's happening to me. I feel alone :'( I feel like im in a lonely world. No one loves me. & even i had someone, i feel no love from him. I dont why. :'( I feel like giving up on myself. I better be single. & my parents dont even love me. I need someone whom will love me. I seriously need someone whom can tc of me. God, pls help me. Make me happy. Now i seriously confused with my heart. I feel like my love for him is fading away as what he had treat me. I dont know why. haiz. Should i give up with my life?? :'( Eventhough i had my fwens, but something inside me, i've being left alone. Now i feel that my feelings has come back for my past. Help me someone. Im crying deep inside, just lost. Hurtful, just let it be in me. Im use to it. For beybey boo, thanx for making me happy even though ur not with me no more. U make me the courage to move on. I will never ever forget about u. & im hope ur happy with ur new life partner as it u say in the future, will wait for u no matter what. 3:52 PM · Tuesday, November 4, 2008 RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. 1. Do you have secrets?:yup yup 2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?:no way 3. Do you enjoy going to school?:yes ofcourse 4. What would you do with a billion dollars?:buy a car, support my family, donate some money to the poor, SHOPPING!! 5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?:no way cos im att anw [: 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?:being loved by someone 7. List out your 15 favourite songs::liar in the glass, disturbia, the flood, shake it, dangerous, two become one, cassie, beast & the harlot, hasta la vista, dying in your arms, american boy, harder than you know, killa, PUSPA. 8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? : cry like hell in bed & shout as loud as i can 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?:yes. about my life. ive moved on [: 10. What makes you angry?: when this BITCH kept staring at me, THAT PEPEK BUSOK! 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? :i will look more matured & full of pimples?? gahh! 12. Who is currently the most important people to you?:My family, my fazzy, & my fwens :DD 13. What is the most important thing in life?:Studies, IA. 14. Single or attached? With who?:Attached with Nur Fazli Bin Ghazali 15. What is your favourite colour?:black, red & deeppink 16. Would you give all in a relationship?: have to be clever in giving things. 17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?:one la stupid! 18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?:no, i will not! it cant be easily forgotten. 19.What do you want to tell the someone you like?: ur charming, ur cute, ur a dear. 20. 5 people I have tagged:asfa, rai,aizzah. 3:45 PM · BOO-CHAK Just wanted to wish my dearest fazzy batman, HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY !! ^^ ilysm darling. muax. Big kisses from me to you hunneh ^^ Your my beybey pooh i adore so much. I cant wait to meet u later ok? hees. huggiesh~ && dont forgte to treat me ICE CREAM!! GURREE :p ; ily bby 3:38 PM ·