always.

Friday, March 30, 2007

reach shkul ard 7.15. so DAMN early lei. hehe. den after tat, abt 7.50, had our check up. i have a positive check.argh! mush go 2 the health centre again! the doc sae tat ma backbone ish bad. im scared! boohoo:'((. nvmz.i wil sit straight frm nw on:)). den durin recez, yaya told us tat adzri talkin abt fiq. wth? after me,den yaya.after yaya ish fiq...wth sia! so pathetic sia dak 4A4!!! mind ur own businez ar. tk menyusahkn krg pe? tiz kinda freak ppl are ZAKIRAH MEMBER LEI.in 4A4 oni:)). so damn childish arx! cn u guyz grow up? all of u 16 rdi lei...watz the point of fightin anw? haizz. after finish eatin.went back to klaz.kne lacture by our form teacher. hees. 4A3 ish the naughtiest klaz in the sec4 level.haha. ma klaz meh??? haha. anw, saw ASSHOLE SLUT DIDI, she stare at me again. walauwei. kip kewlin saz...grr. hack care abt tat fuckin assholoe bitch. pathetic sia! childish! fight over a guy & tt guy ish ma ex, MUZ. wth. shez such a pain in ma ass sia. haiyo.den after tat have assembly in hall. such a boin assembly anw. ma dae tutay was sho boin! hurhur=PP. went back home n reach at 1+. in the lift, dere was 1 teenager wit me. i duno wu the hell is he, lukin at me lyk 1 kind & bcumin closer 2 me. i was lyk kinda scared coz sumtin might hppn 2 me liao. went the door lift open, i went out & walk faster. he too walk faster.alamak! dpt tau, ma prim shkul fwenz liao.wakakakaka! tkt kn zyzy je.hees. i rli2 cnt recognise hiz face. he ish totally diff now.haha. his kiut rli:)). but ma CYG more tiut lei:)). haha.den went bck home, play comp & had shum shockin news. im rli2 felt cori 4 her. i cnt tell u wu ish she anw. haizz...darlz,be patientz kkx? dun b shad kkx hun? i wil be alwyz be here 4 u no meta wat . juz 4gt abt the past kkx?muah3!

ILOVEHELMI&hearts;

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Thursday, March 29, 2007

make it up wit adam & fiq tiz mornin.we are all ok:)). anw, i reli2 strez in the mornin .it ish coz cyg tinkz tt i lyk sum1 else. im nt hurt but rli2 sad. i try 2 erase wt he had juz sae 2 me bt cnt.tat sentence kip rollin ard ma head. fuck! ANW, in shkul evrytin was fine. sit bside ma ex.wth! step baik & belo je ehx?
grr.rmbt pepek tolsh! hmph! all lesonz was boin! den wen durin physics tym, adq naz salam me n heard tt bitch sae such tingz abt me again.haiyo...wt she wan frm me???cnt leave me in peace izit? dun let me smack her face 2molo sia. i try 2 kewl dwn bt tiz ish 2 much. gt malay test bck. i gt 13/20. haiyo....okok la ehx?improve more.teehee.blablabla,went bck home,change & mit arfiz 1st.coz he wana pass ma pressie.hehe.guez wt? i receive a necklace! woohoo! hurhur=PP. den mit yaya den proceed 2 SAC. MIT ADAM. reach bdok inter den out of a sudden, i saw ma cyg n zaini!!!! haha.mish ma cyg loadz larsh shey! i was shoutin "u'!!!! haha.hiz face lyk omg!!! hurhur.mish him loadz lei.luckily saw him juz nw.ILY DARLZ!

anw,tiz msg ish 4 ma darlz,== I WILL ALWAYZ LUP U NO META WAT. U WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MA HEART DEAR. I HV NO 1 ELSE IN MA HEART EXCEPT U. ILOVE HELMI!!! PLISH DUN TINK NEGATIVE KX DARLZ? I WILL ALWAYS BE BY UR SIDE. I WONT HURT U. COZ TIZ RELATIONSHIP TAT WE HAD ISH VERI IMPORTANT TO ME:)) .I DUN WANA LOSE U & I WAN U TO BE MINE 4EVA TILL THE END DEAR:)). PLZ DUN HURT ME. FOR UR INFO, I RELI2 MISH U LOADZ N LUP U LOADZ! MUAH3!!!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

wake up early in the morn abt 5 am. walauwei. itz damn early & itz lyk muz b in shkul by 8...elo!!!!! haiyo...damn early sia.went bck 2 shlip again.abt 5.30 am, went to take ma shower..eat ma breakfast and leave the house. miit ma fwenz as usual:)) . reach shkul at 7.40. early huh?hehe.yea. after tat have ma F&N lesson at the comp lab.we didnt do our coursework but serfin the net .hees. we are such a lazey bumb! after 2hrz of F&N leson in comp lab,itz tym 4 our recez! i didnt eat tat much. as i were still sick. but didnt show any obvious infront of ma fwenz:). && saw nazri! ma lil godbro:)) mish him larsh shey! haha.hazim! i wan ur maroon pen plish! hehe. kecohz arx...den went bck home.had a small fite wit ma beshtie,ADAM. well,she/he sumtymz has a bad attitude i muz confess. she/he ish sho impatient & i cnt bare it anymre...juz hv no mood wit her/him. im so pist off. after tat, i thought of kalin emi. den he nva even pick up r reject ma kal. so i noe we r not mitin 2dy. sho sad:(. nvmz. itx kx. he nid resh toosh:)). anw, reach home abt 2+. abt amin ltr, vomited blood. i duno wt hppn 2 me lei. gona b gone soon?hmm? duno lei.anw, MISH MA BESHTIE! ESPECIALLY AZMIE,ENAA& KIDTOBELL! KIDTO MA DEAREZ beshtie!!!! WEE! thx 4 the console tiz mornin kid:)).thx loadz! ur ma beshtie alwyz! WOO! muah3! mish all of u!:'(( .miit u all soon otey?tc aitez?yea.ok den.till here.niid sum resh.toodlez doo!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

tutay went out from house at 6.15 am.mit ma beshtiez at afghan bstp.we took 17 to go to shkul.after tat,we stop b4 our shkul coz adam iz in urgent condition n obviously i cnt tell u wat izit ehx?hees.:)). we walk & walk & walk.took abt 10 min 2 reach 2 shkul.adam ask us 2 go shkul without him as he will be late. by den,ma stomch feel aching & it ish veri painful indeed. durin assembly, i juz control ma pain.itz veri2 painful n i duno y. ma teacher saw me pail, n she az me 2 rest in klaz instead. after abt 15minz ltr,the pain bcum worst. i cried & cried.ma fwenz all lukin at me n az me wt hppn.ma fwenz send me to the general office to be send back home. ma dad came and fetch me home. reli2 cnt stand wit the pain i had juz now. luckily ma dad hvnt start workin liao.:)). reach home take sum nap.adam miz kal ma hp.walauwei! disturb ma shlip oni taush! den he az me 2 accompany him send health booklet to shkul.me toosh.haha.we went out,mit the sac ppl & walk at TM,. i went dere awhile oni as i cnt go bck late.been grounded rmmbr?grr.den went bck home.saw ma ex at tamp inter.he was lukin at me lyk 1 kind.wth?haha.
otey!ttz all!

ANW,MISH MA CYG HELMI! ILOVEHELMI!!! &hearts;

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Monday, March 26, 2007

today in shkul, we are soaking wet in the rain...haha.=DD. we have no choice but to bathe in the rain & walk 2 shkul. we are damn soaking wet. durin in shkul, we had a bad headache. cant concentrate on our lesson lei.=)) .haha. i feel lyk goin 2 have a fever lei. wen the 1st period cumz, i saw ma enemy..didi ish her name. i ignore her as im lazy to entertain all tiz bullshitz & crappynez. well, i juz be normal as usual. ma fwenz told me tat she was staring at me wen i didnt even look at her...sho scardy cat! wth. i didnt find prob, dun find prob arx. she can stare me summre. TAT FUCKIN IDIOTIC FAT ASSHOLE SLUTZ!!! MIND UR OWN BUSINEZ POSER! im damn angry sia. feel lyk slappin her face juz nw bt ma fwen kewl me down. after tat,was maths lesson. i fail ma mathx! dun wana tel how much i gt bt it was veli e discraceful la sia! ='((..nid 2 bck up more!!! argh! den,recez. ma godbro naz came to me & az me am i ok r not.awwww,sho carin of him:)). lup him loadz! eatin nuggetz and pop corn chicken.yumyum:)). after tat,saw zakirah[ didi older sis]. she step gd infront of me.walauwei! feel lyk smackin her face! argh! damn each ode heh? hurhur.well, i stil hv ma klazmate 2 spprt me on tiz probz...IF U WANA NOE,MNY PPL DUN LYK U AR ZATA DIDI!!!!! 4 UR INFO OTEY? HELMI ISH MINE.WT CN U DO 2 ME NOW?WANA BREAK US UP??NO WAE I TEL U! U BETA FCK OFF WIT UR MUZZY-BAT LA SIA! ARGH! den after shkul, stomach feelin sick.haiyo...smoke 5 sticks tutay.&& mish helmi cyg sho muchy! hope he msg me soon.cant wait 2 miit him again. otey2! ttz all!

toodlez!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Bibirku mengucapkan, perasaan hati, yang siri berganti. Hati sering bertanya apakah benar, ucapan kata. Walau bibir, melepas asmara tetapi hati, merindu syg. Andai hati seiring kata, terjalin lah cinta, marah2 syg. Kini, bibir dan hati membisik ucapan, kaulah yang ku nanti. Kini bibir dan hati seiring, hulur kan tangan mu, hampiri lah daku. Mari kita menuju bersama membinakan kasih, marah2 syg. Hadirmu membawa sinaran . kasihku, kau menjelma bersama keharuman cinta . kau membawa harapan di dalam sepiku. ku terjaga. dari mimpi yang duka. kasihku, beginikah suratan pertemuan ini? kau sinari dunia ku cahaya cintamu. ku bahagia bile di sampingmu. hadirmu membawa sinaran cinta yang suci. hilanglah keresahan di jiwaku. janjiku padamu, pengorbana kasih suci bersama kejujuran kan kubina, milikku, cintaku abadi...

IMY & ILY HELMI BABY!=DD

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Saturday, March 24, 2007

♣ MUZHAFFAR.MY EX♣

IM feeling really unappreciated.u taking ma love for granted babe.i duno how much more,i can take from u. u dun do the tingz u use to do. u dun even sae i lup u too. & lately ive been feelin unappreciated. woke up tiz mornin & saw ur face & u didnt luk the same as ystrdy. i got the feelin tat u cnt seem to see, wat u wana be. & lately it aint been the same at all. wen ur here itz like im invisable . i still cnt seem to see where i went wrong.

lately our house is not a home. u cum in, take a shower & den sae im gone. wat am i to do wit ma heart juz leave but ma feet wont move. 2dy iz our anni but u hvnt even sae two wrdz 2 me. im trying hard to gv u another chance but bby im feelin unappreciated. wen i 1st met u, i thought u was the most perfect man tat i eva seen. i stil dun undrstnd y. u treat me lyk u do. i use to gv into ur lust. now i see the truth . no,i dun wana hear it all through. yea i noe i still missing u but itz not worth the pain tat came from u. u made me feel unappreciated. dun love me no more. i reli being feelin unappreciated...

sorry & gdbye...

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Friday, March 23, 2007

tutay ish friday.yea,lyk duh evry1 knows tat=))...ARGH! MA LEG CRAMP! stupid PE TEACHER! HMPH! make us run 3 round around the shkul, sit up 20 tymz, push up 20 tymz, stretching , & shuttle run...haiyo...ma leg cramp lei...i cnt take it! argh! anw,juz 4gt about it! juz now during recez, yaya tell me tat she heard muz,ma ex,ish writing a song.& tat song ish about me.she sae tat the lyrics tat he wrote ish sho touchin. haizz.

im sho shocked wen i heard tat.WELL,wat is the past,its past.no more turning back.i will neva 4gt wat he had done to me.he has no point of feelin down.we are no longer together.yea.tish ish fate.after recez,went back to our homeroom.sitting there alone crying.i juz duno why i suddenly cried.coz of wat?i duno.itz juz tat,tish ish the 1st tym ma ex wrote a song about me . and i hope he will realise his mistake for sure.feeling down just now.coz juz realise & itx too late.im too fast in jumping to conclusion.i duno why i have tiz attitude.i tink back,helmi will neva eva hurt me.i realise ma mistake.i dun care wateva tat gal sae, i wan tat gal to continue her frenship wit helmi.wu wana lose a fwen?me too dun wana lose a fwen. i duno wtf am i doin laz nite n wth am i tinking about laz nite until i got sho fucked up about the msg tat gal send it to helmi. plish! i wana change! i dun wana to be a burden to sum1 tat i love.i juz cant help it & i duno why.izit coz ive been hurt by sho many guyz many tymz until i alwayz kip tracking of ma baby attitude???

haizz..i felt retard.i fell useless n a shit gal.i feel sho ashame! im at fault.im a bloody asshole gal !!! argh!! ='(( .... i wish i die soon.no use to live.tiz world ish full of complication. thx 2 ma klazmatez wu console me. rli2 appreciate wat u guyz have done 4 me=)) .. && i mish all ma loved ones. dun wana lose dem. i try to stay strong but i cant.itz rli2 hard. wen i smoke after shkul, i saw ma ex.he was kinda looking at me. lyk,,,argh! plish dun luk at me! i wana 4gt about him! && plish,dun kip tinking of me.im not ur gal anymre. go wit ur beztiez larsh!

haizz.k larsh.im down rite now.nid shum rest and nid shum alone tym.tc.

::zyzyHALROT::
::IMY::

Thursday, March 22, 2007

ELOSH=DD.tutay the dae was otey2 ler.average.hees.lyk wise,before goin to shkul, ma fwenz & me went to smoke under the void deck.bla bla bla, finish shkul at 1.50...after tat,mitin ma MEZYAYANADAMIRA family, yana & mira..luk at their hair! they cut concave lyk me!woo! hurhur.i spike their hair lyk im a gal saloon lyk tat heh?hees.after tat,went back home abt 4+.sitin outside ma house lyk a googoo doll lyk tat.argh! stupid ass! no onez at home.sho siti outside lei...waited & waited for them abt 50min.cey,msh leh kire ehx?hees!

=DD.ok lor.tatz it! no fun n enjoyable storiez goin on! n im startin 2 mish ida!!!!! shez goin australia ystrd..=(( nvmz...i wil mit her again soon.wee!
toodlez doo!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

ELOSH EVRY1!
tutay,1st period of e lesson,dstrbin ma fwen,VINCENT,abt him & hiz gal.hurhur...sho bad of me! awwwww,vincent! sho shwiit larsh bth of u!WEEEWIIIIT!
hehe=P...zyzy shut ur big mouth lar!haha.aftr shkul,cbot mathz rmedial & miit adam fwenz ange,sonnyaa &dianah.=)) WEE! hv sho much fun wit dem.kecohz giler!hees.dey juz cnt shut their mouth sia.lyk me toosh!PEASH!
hees.=P. anw,reach hm ard 5+ coz cnt go bck lte as im in a grounded system tiz few wkz.HELL SHIT! damn! blody larsh! nvmz...& 4gt 2 gv bck adam earpiece...cnfrm 2molo mornin,kne wack by him/her sia! haha.nono! RUN!!!!! hehe.ok lame!

anw,2molo mitin ma CYG!!!!WOO! ATLAZ! & I WIL TRY 2 MAKE IT 4 THE WATCHOUT CHALLET HEH?ATLIZ GO 2 THEIR CHALLET 4 A FEW HRS,GD RDI...although i cnt shlip r stay overnite dere...mish dorang nye psl,i wil go!wee! mke sum excuse 2 ma folkz...haha.i hv 2 if i wana go to the challet...IDAAAAA!!!!!! READ TISH HEH????? I WIL GO!!!!! ONI 4 E FEW HRS!!!!!! MISH KRG LARSH SHEY! I WIL WACK U HARD TRUZ ME ARX!
hees.ok lei.till here arx..wana go toilet & ehem!!!
haha
tata titi tutu!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Monday, March 19, 2007

aloha=).tutay shkul was ok.bt den,tat fat gal stil kip talkin n starin at me.lyk wtf...i dun gv a damn 2 mpek2 person lyk her especially!!! lyk duh! ANW,tutay durin the 1st period of the lesson,tat ish mathz,i felt lyk vomitin n almost fainted in klaz...luckily ma beshtie,ADAM,hold me shey..r else i wil fall 2 the ground lyk 1 dead ppl lei.=(( i duno wat happen to me tis daez.i felt shumtin diff abt me lei.ma sickness bcum worst.summore cant mit CYG for 2wkz.coz ive been grounded abt gg out evrydae tingy.cnt go pit all.haiz!
miserable larsh.=( i HATE ma parentz.aftr tat,durin recez,ma fwenz cindy gv me a bdae treat.she spend nugget 4 $1 4 me lei.awwww,thx cindy!=P aftr tat,blablabla,shkul endz,went to eng rmedial.the teacher was super2 fun! i gt loadz of swiitz! YAY! yupi swiitz taush! AFTR TAT,takin picx in klaz,dreamin abt him while sleepin.feel lyk huggin him now.IMISHHELMI.DOYOUMISHME??? i hope ehx?teehee

den aftr tat,i got rokok frm ma chinese fwenz!
WOOHOO! yay! thx niven n duno wu frm 4A1.teehee
thx loadz!

k lor.til here den.c abt 2mr.=)

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Saturday, March 17, 2007

ELOSH evry1=D..im now in segamat liao.nth to do over here=).juz feedin the pok2 chickenz n playin wit ma tiut lil meow2!
hurhur.im now,sittin outside,playin wit ma cuzziez laptop.i mish all ma fwenz in spore larsh shey! mish u guyz!
& not to 4gt the watchout clan! & ma helmi cyg!
cyg,i cant stop tinkin abt u lei dearez.juz mish u sho damn much! hope ur fine lei.='((...ur here n derez nth i fear...juz kip tinkin abt u dae & nite...wana hold u tite ard ma armz.haizz.wish i can hug u now bt ttz impossible coz im far awy frm home lei.hurhur=))

nvmz...i wil stil kip shmilin=) I WAN MA BABY!!!!!
mish him loadz.cnt shlip at nite.was disturbed by soundz n insectz tat bitez!argh! i hate kampong! grr.ddy! where wil we go nxt heh?terengganu izit???huh???!!! haiyo...ystrdy at melaka was otey2 toosh ler...nt sho fun without syg bside me.wana kish him! wana hug him!
haizz!!! i wana go bck now now now!
plish! i got shkul on mon lei!
haiyo...n + grounded for 2wkz.cnt mit ma syg & all.argh! sho bored! i hate ma lyf! but i wil try 2 stay strong.im gettin sick rite now.vomitin blood since ystrdy.='(( ...shit larsh! im wan 2 go bck home!

='(( i wan ma syg! i wan ma fwenz!
bt easy 2 sae,i wan 2 go bck 2 spore!hate malaysia!
argh! mish ma beshtiez toosh!
argh! DAMN!

hopin 2 mit ma cyg soon liao...coz exam ish ard the corner.sho mush concentrate n back up liao.dun wana disappoint him.i wana mke ma cyg hapi of ma gd resultz durin mid yr & n lvl=))

hees=P..I CAN DO IT! YAY! hurhur=P..otey lor...mayb i wil be bck 2molo or mon mornin.depend on how ish ma conditon rite now.=DD

otey larsh.till here den den xD

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

♣MELAKA KAMPONG♣

♣THE CHRISTIAN TEMPLE♣

Thursday, March 15, 2007

♥ ILOVEHELMI ♥
♥030307♥

ARGH!
TUTAY WAS MA MISERABLE DAE SIA!

2dy i was suppose 2 go out wit ma fwenz all.dey wana gv me shum bdae treat.

i alrdi gettin rdi 2 go out,den ma ddy kal.
ma mmy go n tel him tat im gg out.
WTF!
atlaz,i cnt go out...stupid shit!
i cried lyk hell.im sho shad sia!

reli2...been grounded 4 2wkz.walauwei!

i noe exam ish cumin bt grounded 4 2 wkz?
='((
I WANA MIT MA SHAYANG SHEY!

gona mish him loadz.2molo goin 2 melaka for 4 daez trip
haizz.i can die sia lyk tish!
i cant msg syg n ma fwenz!
MISH THE WATCHOUTS N FWENZ N BESHTIES!

argh!im nt in the mood shey tutay.
reli broke ma heart.

& YAYA! THX 4 E SKULL BANGLEZ u gave me.
nice nice nice!
haha.

anw,reli2 fuck up wit ma parentz juz now.
grr
stupid bitch!
argh!
im angry rite now!
wana mit syg soon!
plish plish plish!
mish him loadz!
otey2 lor...mmy nagging again.haizz

tiill here;

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

HEY HEY HEY!

hurhur=P
ystrdy i hv loadz of fun wit ma beshtie at town n esplanade on ma bdae.
WOO!
i receive a present frm enaa.ma larling.muah3!

ILY ENAA!tha sho muchy!
anw,in e 1st place,i meet enaa 1st at tamp mrt.
den we proceed 2 town arx.
aftr a few min trip,we went 2 fareast.
we stroll round the mall liao.
we r lyk crazey shey
haha.suddenly we felt hunfry.our stomach cnt stp grumbling.
den we dcide 2 eat at i-duno-wat-restaurant larsh
enaa eat fried rice n i eat of coz ma fv food,NASI AYAM!
haha.i was enjoyin ma lunch den i heard tiz bapok voice bside me.
i turn 2 tke a look arx,den itz true.derez a bapok sittin n chattin wit his fwen.

i feel lyk laughin all e wae.i cnt eat nor drink sia.
i cnt stand hearin his voice lyk tt.

enaa can still chill n elex.walauwei.i cnt sia.
haha

aftr tt, the both of dem left.
aftr a few min ltr,tat bapok came again 2 the restaurant.
he 4gt 2 take hi umbrella.
ohh
den he sae" terima kasih ye bang??"

eeeekkkk!bwek!!!!!!!!!
feel lyk vomitin sia hearin hiz voice...
u guyz should noe how a bapok voice sounds lyk heh?
hurhur
aftr finishin our lunch,we went 2 wait 4 azmie.CILAKA TOLSH!
APIT CNT MAKE IT!BOOHOO='((

HE GO OUT WIT HIZ FWENZ INSTEAD.WUEK!!!!!

nvmz den.teehee.we waited n waited n waited bt he stil hvnt reach yet.
he msg me tt hiz otw.otw ke ape???tk campai2 pn???
grrr
aftr waited abt a long few min,he reached wit his fwenz.i was nervous coz tiz was e 1st tym i met azmie shey.haha
we smoke n smoke.bt i was the terrible one.
i cnt stop smokin frm town 2 esplanade.
haiyoyo.addicted izit?
nono!
me & azmie share $ 2 buy cigg at penin.WOW!
we buy next red.teehee

we walk until we reach esplanade.we went 2 the roof top.
we were laughin lyk hell n i was makin a stupid hidious laugh tat sounds lyk an elephant

haha.bt besides tat,we saw a couple kissin n huggin here n dere.
fck sia.evrywhere we go,dere muz b shum couple doin shun busines taush!
grr
enaa bstrd sia.haha.she go n took sum picx of the couple...
wakakaka!
ala,nak diakatakan kita 3 bstrd...srh ambk gmbr couple toosh!
haha.
aftr hv a fun tym of laughin,we proceed to go down.
we take alot of picx lei.haha.
den we chit chat.talk abt wat we hate n mny more larsh.

den e tym reach 7+ rdi.i was in a rush 2 go hm.coz i noe im late.den the 3 of uz seperate 2 go our diff direction.teehee
n tatz all abt ma fun n memorable dae wit azmie & enaa.

LUP U GUYZ!
mit u guyz again sumdae!
WOO!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

ARGH!

juz nw was sho damn paise sia!
tutay ard 2+,mitin ma fwen faiz n arfiz under ma blk arx.
i thought oni the both of dem,bt dey bring their fwenz toosh!
walauwei!

i was siitin at the staircaes lyk a blur2 shotong gal while smoking shey

faiz bstrd sia!

i was damn paise coz derez sho mny ppl waitin 4 me 2 cum dwn n talk to dem.i was at the 2nd floor staircase.

& i az enaa 2 kal me...HELP ME!HELP ME!

we talk on e phone 4while oni lei...
& ode ting i juz realise tat,i didnt activate free incumin sia!
SHIT!
haha...i chck ma pp left 24cent.hehe

blur larsh me!
tiz ish wt i gt of being sho damn paise!

im sho dun hv mood shey wit faiz all.
wanan mit me den bring all of hiz fwenz...grr;((

den i went up at 6th floor.haha
runaway frm dem.
dey didnt realise tat!
MUAHAHA!

aftr tat,i went 2 take bus 2 go 2 ma grandma hs lei
haha

wen i reach ma grandma hs,faiz msg me n realise tat i was gone.
haha
lambat loadz larsh faiz!

haha

seriuzly.dun wana mit him again larsh!!!!
hurhur=PPP

otey2 larsh...till here den..
kecohz arx!
haha
tata!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

MA BESHTIEZ ARE LOVE<33

MISH U GUYZ N HOPE 2 C U SOON=DD

Monday, March 12, 2007

ELOSH!

haha.tutay was super fun!
mitin ma hunneh at his hs.
sho mny happens.ehem2!
haha[nenot tel wt izit lei]

MISH HIM LOADZ & LOADZ!
ILY DEAREZ!
anw, havin fun playin his comp toosh!
haha.i alwyz conquer his comp wen i enter his rm
hurhur
cori taush cyg.hees
anw,the watchout havin pit tiz cumin 16.
im sho shad tat i cnt mke it coz i wil b gg out wit ma cuzziez all=((
i wana go! CAN I HV MA FREEDOM NOW??!!

HAPI SHWIIT 16 2 ME!
HEHE.
MMY! IM 16 NOW.
IM NT A SMALL GAL ANYMRE!
SET ME FREE PLISH!
haish.
I WANA B FREE LYK SHUM TEENAGERZ OUT DERE

fcuker!
anw,im mishin him stil.
hehe
wish 2 mit him again soon.
we hv loadz of fun juz nw.
bt shad,no babarian fite tutay lei!
grr;(
cnt wait 4 ma bdae lei.
teehee=P
hope dere were no bdae bash ehx?
prayin hard rite nw!
haha
& I MISH THE WATCHOUT DUDEZ & DUDETTEZ!

otey2 ler.till heerree

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Sunday, March 11, 2007

HAVE A GREAT FUN DURIN WEDDING INVITATION

ELOSH=D

fuyo.juz cam bck frm ma wedding invitation.
haha.tired lor.
anw,juz nw,ard aftrn.i went 4 wedding invitation.
derez loadz of ppl crowding ard e table.
haha
we hardly gt our sit,bt a few min ltr, we manage 2 gt our sit.
aftr tat,we eat nasi briyani.
YUMMYLICIOUZ BABE!
haha=pp

im full siotz!
& msgin wti helmi toosh!
haha
long tym nva heard frm him liao.
mish him loadz!

aftr finishin eatin, me n ma mmy go n sit wit ma siblingz all arx
haha
tiz 1 guy,duno frm where, talk 2 me in a sudden.
haha
im paiseh sia!
n he az 4 ma num
bt i sae "NO"
itz easy lei
haha

anw,aftr chattin 4 a long hr,we went bck hm.teehee
tirin liao.
n i cnt wait 4 2molo coz im mitin ma baby boo HELMI!
cyg emi!
hees=PP

otey2 ler
until here.

[[waitin 4 emi 2 msg me bck=))]]

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Saturday, March 10, 2007

MA BESHTIES<33

!SAZZY HEARTS ALL OF U LARSH SHEY!

WHOLE DAE TINKIN OF HIM<3

ALOHA!
im in boredom situation rite nw + tinkin of him.
MISHIN HIM SHO DAMN MUCHY!

wish i could mit him nw bt seriuzly, cn i go out at nite?
lyk e ans ish "NO".=D

now, i was playin comp at ma neighbour hs lei...

teehee.hiz name ish fazli.
ps; cyg, dun misundrstd ehx? i juz playin comp at hiz hm. didnt do anytin else otey?

anw,ma comp juz being spoiled by me ,actually.
MUAHAHA!
damn asshole!

noti2 me. tiz ish wt i gt by playin sho much computer n chattin heh?
haha

bt anw,4gt abt it.
no use.teehee

i cnt wait 4 ma bdae!!!
haha.gt loadz n loadz of presentz!

bt ma one & oni special present tat i would lyk 2 get ish tat,mitin wit ma hunneh pooh,HELMI,on ma bdae.

haish.=(

bt sho shad,mayb im gg out wit ma net fwenz r wit ma family.

im confuse!
walauwei!
hurhur=P

IM LYK FUCKIN MISH HIM LOADZ LARSH!
BOOHOO=(
SHUM ONE! PLISH HUG ME PLISH!

BOOHOO='((

anw, juz cam bck frm ma outin.
ma godbro ask me out 4 ma bdae in advance.
WOO!
hv sho much fun wit dem + mish dem loadz toosh!

haha.it was funny larsh.we were walkin n strolling ard esplanade.
den abg fir make e hell out of a joke.i oxo duno wt he do, hiz pants were pulled dwn by abg pijan.

haha.yati,jannah ,me n abg fitri laugh lyk hell sia!

we saw hiz boxers wit red n black polkadotz!
WOO!
TEMPTING!
HURHUR=P
he was 1 sexy baboon larsh!
hees.
i was 1 sexy babarian larsh.
abg pijan was 1 sexy bobo larsh.
abg fitri was 1 sexy beeeekkk larsh.
yati was 1 sexy guitarist larsh.
jannah was 1 sexy mama !

haha.
otey2 larsh.till here den dEn.
hurhur=P

::zyzyHARLOT::

::IMY::

GD MORNIN MORNIN EVRY1!
WOOHOO!

wakey wakey!
=DD

anw,tutay was a start of ma fresh dae!
WOOOSHHH!
wake up frm shlip,take a bathe & singin solo.
hurhur=P
anw,ma net fwen msg me.
HIS NAME ISH FAIZ.
FAIZ KETOTZ!
hurhur=P
he tel me tat hiz gg 2 gv me a bdae present.wow!
i thought he was playin a joke on me.sho i eply him n sae dun bdek heh?

haha.he eply bck tat he wasnt jokin.he was seriuz.
WEE!
I GT LOADZ OF BDAE PRESENT!
WEE!
thanky2 ma beshtie n net fwenz!

noti tol nye faiz ketotz!
dstrb me zy bz??!
grr

HIAK DISH!

hees=P

anw,nw im juz update ma blog n eating ma breakfast.
yummy yummy!

otey2 larsh.ttz all 4 tutay.

i wil continue writin ard aftrnun aitez?

TOODLEZ DOO!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY<33::

Friday, March 9, 2007

ELOSH!
Tiz iz ma 2nd post .=DD

tutay in shkul,it was otey2 lei.
evrytinz gg fine actually.
derez oni 1 lil prob btwn tiz 1 big fat mama in ma shkul.
[cori if i sae tt,bt iz e fact u nasty]

tutay in shkul, ive being tickle hard by ma fellow shkulmatez[tat doesnt damn me].
haha.U TINK IM WT?A TEDDY BEAR HEH?
haha=DD

bt nvmz,dey r e onez wu cheer me up alwyz in shkul especially ma lil god sis nisa&nazia=))
IL DEM LOADZ!

haiyo!
sho mny holidae hmwk arx?
DAMN!!!

lazey larsh.
hmm,tutay durin ma assembly,the show was damn lame sia!
haha.
ppl readin their essay bt we hardly hear their voices.
WTH??!
haha.the drama club memberz toosh!
dey act lyk dey hvnt even act yet!
MUAHAHAHA!

bt anw,aftr shkul has ended, i went 2 canteen.i saw tiz gal wu hate me since i stead wit ma ex,MUZ.
HER NAME IZ ZATA DINI.WE KAL HER DIDI

[[cey,full info ar babe!]]

SHE WAS 1 BIG FAT MAMA SIA!
i walk past by her,she tok bck abt me!
siak ar!
wana mke summre fust izit?
nt hapi izit?
cn tok face 2 face wit me pe?
lyk fcuk!

nvmz...
she wil gt it frm me nxt mon=)
no worriez,nwadaez,coz evry lil ting,iz gona b alrite!
haha

nw ish 9.24pm rdi...

nid 2 go nw liao.

i wil update ma blog 2MOLO!
=DD

till here den!
tata titi tutu!

::ILY<33::
::zyzyHARLOT<3emINSANE::

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

MY BAD & MISERABLE DAE=((

2dae in shkul, ard 7+ am,evrytin gg fine. i went 4 ma 2 period of f&n .aftr tat, i went 4 ma recez. ma beshtie told me tat her klazmatez tokin bad abt me e whole period. fuyoo!

tatz a bad news indeed heh?
wteva shit!
well, dey kip kalin me pompan bstrd!
wth? i broke up wit muz coz of a reason. he treat me lyk shit n he cn step blur summre.wth?

dun judge a luk by itz cover heh?

im damn fckin iiritated by dem sia.
argh!
feel lyk slappin their shit face!
dey didnt noe e reason of y i break up wit muz,juz shut up arx!
4 wt wana tell evrybdy?
lyk dey care??
wtf??!!!!

grr

feel irritated arx!

ma moody dae indeed!

otey lor.tatz all 4 tutay. i wil post ma new blog wen sum new news iz cumin up.

tata

:: zyzyHARLOT ::