always.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

ELO ELO ELO. juz now mit ma fwenz like wise at N2. den i saw solehan. haha. still remember tat he ask me to wave at him. but i didnt. i scared i wave at the wrong person. hehe. den he was kinda lukin at me,still lookin.wen i alight the buz redi,he still lookin. so it muz b him lor. den reach at bedok redi. den raining. SWAY ler. we have no choice, juz to bathe in the rain. heek heek. FUN taush.! blablabla, end skul at 1.50. skul was damn BOING as usual. but,,,2MOLO IS MA MYE EXAM!! argh! im nervous about 2molo.! scared scared scared! hope i can do it for ma 1st paper 2molo. hmm, den went straight home.went to smoke 4hile.GOOD NEWS ish tat i cut down smokin redi!WOO! hapi hapi hapi! 1 stick a dae. haha. hope HE cuttin down soon ehx?heard tat he smoke so much ehx? DAMN DAMN DAMN MUCH EHX? HE wil kene from me arx! SURELY 100% WILL GET IT FROM ME.HE HAVENT CUT DOWN YET??GRR. anw,tutay adq naz never came to skul.BORED! boohoo:'((.. now at home,havent take ma bathe yet.haha.BUCUK BUCUK! nvm larsh.zyzy SENTIASA bau wangi ler. no worries! haha. k larsh.til til here here.tata titi tutu! :DD

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

now in comp lab doin ma F&N coursework. after shkul 2dy,getting redi to mit the MATREPZ under ma blk as dey wana tok & settle sumtin outz. ma luck if i didnt get bitten up or wateva. adam & the rest didnt noe about tiz. i wont tel ma fwenz fiq from springfield about tiz toosh coz i dun wan anytin happen to dem. yea. sad & heartbroke yesterday.feeling hurt nowadayz. as bad luck all came to me. wtf. yesterday , i was been sent to hospital coz i cnt hardly breath & stroke. painful alot. being hurt by tat fucker. he is the cause for evrytin. so 2dy,after skul, juz go alone. facing duno how many ppl dere. juz go oni larsh. im a scardy cat actually but i have to be brave. if anytin happen to me, dey oxo wil get caught by the police. so yea. dey cant run anywhere anw. wel,beinh hurt alot enuf tiz pass few daez. lonely & disconnected anw. :'(( ... juz had to lead ma own life now. hopping to ehem soon. yea.tatz ma wish...well,tatz the end & no body can change ma decision for tat.u all noe wat i mean. if i wana leave,tat mean i wana leave. bye....

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I HATE U!! LEAVE ME ALONE PLZ! IM BEGGING U! I LUV U NO MORE!
PLZ ACCEPT THE FACT. DUN DO TIZ TO ME. DUN FORCE ME TO LUV U BACK!
DUN HURT ME PLZ PLZ PLZ!!:'(( ..IM BEGGING U NOW! I DUN WAN U BACK! U JUZ A BIG FUCKING LIAR EX TAT I HAVE EVER HAD! U BETRAY ME! U HURT
ME LYK A BULLET ASTRAY. U ARE A SWIT TALKER MADAFUCKA!
I HATE U DAMN LOADZ! KIP AWAY FROM ME PLZ! DUN U DARE CUM NEAR ME! U HURT ME BADLY NOW!
COZ OF U, I LOST INTEREST IN EVRYTIN I HAD NOW! U ARE THE CAUSES OF
THIS TINGZ! U ARE OK? GET LOST!!! YY??!! :'(( CRYING OUT LOUD,
KIP AWY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!! FIND ANOTHER GAL! PLZ! :'( I DUN WANA HEAR ANYTIN FROM U! DUN RUIN MA RELATIONSHIP BY UR SWIT WORDZ! I HAVE MA EVRYTIN NOW. HE IS WAY MORE BETA DEN U! UR SUH A LIAR!!! BIG BIG LIAR!

HE IS MA EVRYTIN, I LUV HIM LOADZ SO U BETA KIP AWY FRM ME U FUCKER!!!

:'((. I HATE U! DAMN DAMN LOADZ! PLZ!!!!! ARGH!!!!

U HAVE HURT MA FEELING BADLY NOW! U ARETHE CAUSE OF EVRYTIN!

elo elo elo. shkul was damn bored! bored non stop! slipin durin las lessonz. gaga. outside shkul, smoke & steng wit niven & adam. den mit yana,mira & nikkie.me ,adam & adq naz follow too. we had loadz of fun! dey make me laugh & be crazey insane lyk HELL. seriuz. i was lyk 1 mad women at toy sumtin2 arx. haha. i was lyk a camera woman,takin video of dem,playin teddy bear all. haha. GILE TOOT TOOT! den b4 went back home,mira rogol me!!!! argh! she touch ma tekz! haha. nasty mira! i kick her pekz.haha. den dey bully adam too. den adam was lyk doin Gymnastic stretchin on e floor.nonsence sia all of uz. GAGA. den went bck home,reach around 6+. msg2 with fykx. anytin mit him at msn or myspace arx.haha. tat nasty boii!! k den...till here...stomach cramp!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Monday, April 23, 2007

today in shkul was per-normal. went in den saw "kontol" & memberz. juz now in shkul, tat BITCH talk to me in a sudde.i was lyk, WTH! nak berbaik kepe?? mpek2! den went home around 12.50. after shkul,jeremy & roland wana talk to niven. dere was lyk going to have a big fight outside shkul. many group of boys crouded to niven. fiq & adam wana KICAP dem, but tink back,dey will have a report... adam kal MDM SAMIHAH. the DM all come out from shkul & find niven. we have no idea where dey take niven to. 3 teacherz went out to shkul. after a few min, niven went down from tiz blk. he sae tat he have a fight. but roland all naver bit him up. siak arx. big fight sia. i got more probz too. juz now reach ma blk. den reach at the 10th floor. tiz boy[matrep] approach me. he say wether i am yan god sis. den i sae yesh,y? he sae,juz watch out later. den he went down. shit!!! haizz...kk. til here.

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Sunday, April 22, 2007

FUN TIME YESTERDAY ONCE MORE:DD

elo...yesterday was super fun. hurhur. went to tiz youth concert at SOKA. haha. all the way was in chinese language & wth. haha. after 30min of show, they have their buddhist prayerz.well lyk DUH,we cant join dem. haha.their prayerz was lyk singing a song lyk tata.&& i was lyk laughin lyk HELL wit nikkie. adam juz TAHAN oni.hurhur. DAMN funny. but i decided to stop coz itz the wae their religionz prays.we cant laugh about it:)) . den, we decided to CABOT from tat BOIN place.adam went 1st,den nikkie den me.im the last person. & ma other fren was lyk where the hell am i goin? den i tel them tat im goin back home.hurhur. DAMN boin larsh shey! after tat, we went to KFC for our dinner. DAMN DAMN DAMN HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY!!!! adam BELANJA nikkie.swit couplez mah...goin to larsh. hehe. awwwww,so swit...wish i hv ma beybey infront of me,conferm KECOHZ! haha. den went lepak-ing at tiz pondok. went to smoke.oni 1 stick...gd heh?YAY! blablabla. all the wae, me&nikkie camwhore together.haha .kecohz larsh shey! we oxo make SHEKHU FACE.HURHUR. stupid & idiotic sak ma face.WTH!! ma face lyk 1 stupid bapok lei.ahah. nvmz ler.havin fun wit dem:)) . den went back home.reach home ard 10. eat roti prata tat ma mom have bought for me. drink GREEN TEA MA ADDICTION,den went to ZZZZ. kk.tatz ALL! BINGO! YATZI!!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Saturday, April 21, 2007

wake up ard 7.damn early as i cant slip tat much. duno y, coz sumtin ish botherin me. hmm, den went to bathe. on comp & chattin wit ma net fwenz n ma kakek zura.MISH HER SHO MUCHY! kak! wen u free?i wana mit u soon! anw, later gg shkul around 1+. den around 5+, gg to concert wit ma fwenz. yeayea.cant wait to mit them:)) . feelin kinda sick actually,as im bored at home.so decide to go out. hurhur. noti2 zyzy! mish ma beshties damn much! feel lyk crying now.especially enaa,ma closest beshtie...ILY ENAA!IMY ENAA!!! we wil mit soon after MYE kkx?muah3! anw,feel bad coz long time nva contact ma buddy,NABIL. he was so kal kalin me "SOMBONG". haha.neh,dun wri buddy,i wil cntct u soon as ma hp kne confiscated ler.so use ma cuz hp instead kkx??WOO! k larsh...stomach ache cumin! tata!!!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Friday, April 20, 2007

elosh dere. tutray in shkul,VP talk about bullying cases durin assembly juz now. & durin PE,i have napfa test. 2.4km run. i fail ma 2.4km run! SHIT! ma stemina drop greatly sia!im gona quit smoke soon.! im upset coz i fail ma test!argh! now ma leg cramp .grr.juz was dismissed at 11am.woohoo! went to whitesands accompany fiq went for another side of piercing lipz.right & left was pierce rdi:)). den went to simei. to buy ma barbell. den went home.reach home ard 2+. juz now adq yan saw me went i wana cum down from buz num 38! shit! i mish the chance to see his kiut lil face! haha.he saw me many tymz! NOT FAIR! haha.kk.the weather was hot hot hot! grr.k larsh...toilet tym!!!! tata.

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Thursday, April 19, 2007

tutay in shkul, drizzling. haha.abit dizzy juz now. went in shkul saw "kontol". grr. tat KHAIRUL cant stop disturbin me wit tat stupid "kontol" .argh .irritz ler! haha.blablabla,durin english lessonz,sum of our klazmatez bully uthaman & moses. so me,adam & niven dcided to inform mdm samihah[our form teacher] about the situation. mdm samihah was shocked as we didnt go for our break tym. juz coz of this incident. extortion was made by ROLAND. he extort UTHAMAN . wth. we are klazmate dude! cmon ler! zhong kun,roland,jeremy & rajiv was send to the general office to be question by the CID. the CID az me sum que too about wat was actually had happen juz now,durin eng lessonz...i tell wat i have witness. so,the matter was settle.mayb the 4 of dem wil be expell from shkul. yea. gd for sure.after shkul,went to health care centre.to check ma backbone. ma spine was curve badly but it was not tat bad. i muz kip sittin up straight lor. yea.hees. den went back home,reach ard 6+. wow!sho tired. erm,anw, speech dae ish cumin toosh!haiz... luckily i was not selected! haha. yay yay! kk.tatz all:DD

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

1st period & 2nd period studying in comp lab.tatz was super fun as alwayz im damn freezing cold in dere. after F&N, WENT for CME lessonz.was damn boin n strezful about sumtin.neh,i duno wat izit. juz strez tatz all. feeling kinda sick in klaz & cant even concentrate on ma studiez. feel moody & stuff. no mood to talk to ma beshtie either. well, it juz happen. anw,i felt hapi wen see ma adq naz face. he juz make me feel confort & make me hapi wen im sad.I LOVE HIM LOADZ! thx adq for evrytin:)). appreciated it loadz lei. well,durin recez,stay back coz MDM SAMIHAH,wana councel adam. & im juz an xtra sittin bhind adam juz wana listen wat are dey talkin about.reporter kpo i am:)). well, is ma evryday attitude:)) . didnt eat juz now.as i have no mood.juz eat nuggetz.tatz all. feelin kinda weak tia dayz. & i duno y. blablabla, went home, saw the 4 guyz again. they saw me.& they chase after me.i ran as fast arx...luckily i lyk to run alot. or else dey wil catch me for sure. well, a lil bit injured on ma knee. fell down juz now after the chasing thingy. i fel scared rite now.wat dey wana from me??!! haizz. well, i hope they are gone for sure.haiz.. k larsh. tatz all. well, wana mit kidto & zura soon.PLISH! thanky!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

2day in shkul was damn boin. many relieve classes sia!
haha. boin boin boin! slipin in klaz. syok larsh sia! haha.saliva oxo floodin.lolx! eeeewwww,tatz disgustin ladey! hehe. kk, durin recez, feelin uneasy & sick. stomach ache all. adq naz came to me & give me a potrait...& guez wat,he drew ma face! wow! sho nice! it lukz reli lyk me. LOVE IT LOADZ! THANKY ADQ KUSH TERSHAYANG!!!! haha. den after shkul, tat BITCH was staring at me.WTH SIA! LAME!!!! IDIOTIC BITCH!!! POSER!!! after shkul,went back home. duno wether mitin CYG or not...hmm,kinda mish him loadz lei...2wkz+ nva mit him...wana cry but no use.haizz...hope can mit him for awhile lei.:)) ...lalalalalalalalalala....im bored! now chattin wit ma net fwenz fyk...hurhur.gile nye olang! k larsh...till here den...bz playin balls wit lil bro:))...toodlez!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Monday, April 16, 2007

FUN TIMES TODAY:))

elo elo elo!!! aloha aloha aloha! im bored bored boredom! get it???!~!!!! haha. im playin comp in comp lab now.freezing inside.*brr* haha.juz now wake up from F&N klaz, ma seliva was flood on the table. lolx! damn slipi head larsh sazlina! haha. im bored bored bored! stressin nowadayz. many activitiez cumin coz exam ish cumin nxt friday:)) . well, cant go OCH wit WOC.boohoo:(( . not fun larsh. hmph hmph hmph!!! now nga KECOHZ wit ma klazmate. heek heek heek. psl picx kat frenzter pon nak kecohz...hurhur. damn damn damn GILE!!!!! sori if im a bit sod dot now.haha. DUN LAYAN TIZ ORG MENTAL DARI WOODBRIDGE HOSP.heek heek heek.:PP ma hand cramp larsh shey! hee. later have eng course. alamak! damn! mlz ler. finish at 4.30. & wen goin back home, i have to be careful coz about the incident. blood still flowing from ma wrist. OUCH! adam will be sending me back home. WOOHOO! [[ wen can i mit all of u ehx? haiyo...damn long sia. SHIT! tiz ish so leceh coz exam ish cumin.argh! sori for not attending all ur trip guyz! sori many many!! ]] haizz, form teacher will be kalin ma parentz! argh! SHIT! talk about ma piercing. C**** N****!! kinda moody n crazey rite now. i oxo duno wat wrong wit me. now feel like wana pipis.haiyoyo. watz wrong wit me man??boohoo:(( . too cold & too fustrated. grr. hiak dish!! & to syu & faiz, get well soon aitez?eat ur medicine n take loadz of rez! & faiz, dun let me jangkit ur sicknez ehx?noti2!! i dun wana be sick la deh! haha. FAIZ JAHAT!! anw,mish enaa, & all of ma beshtie so damn much! mit u guyz soon after MYE! haha.

well,tiz thur going for ma backbone checkup. hehe.curve backbone.im positive! im cacat! wuek! not fair! nvmz. continue to sit straight. hehe. ellisa!!! plz stop singin BARNEY SONG can? haha. kau gile ehx?haha.da kne jangkit ku ehx? I LOVE U,U LOVE ME, WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY, WIT A GREAT BIG HUG, & A KISH FROM ME TO U,MUAHX!! WONT U SAY U LOVE ME TOO....HEHE.haha.HOHO.teehee.HURHUR.wekwek.GAGA.heehee. k larsh til here den. will continue at home later. DAH!!!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Labels: klaz, ma seliva

Sunday, April 15, 2007

wake up at 8+. watch movie like wise as ma lil bro play the comp 1st in e mornin..haiyo. watch 3 movie .until 12+. ma cuz came. hehe. chit chat wit her 4while. den i went down to shop to buy chocolate. i have a bad time juz now. i saw those boyz wu grab me . i was lyk frighten & went back up. feeeeyuuu. im save. if i were still continue ma journey to shop, i would have been done enuf by dem.haiyo... im scared! shit! wat dey wana from me?:'( anw,2molo LEE cumin 2 shkul! woo! we mish u sho damn muchy LEE! haha.welcum bck 2 shkul!:)) . well, tell us all about ur life in boiz home taush! haha.wee! anw, now myspacin wit ma net fwenz...im bored now.haizz. well, 2molo mush be prepare.haiz... i hope dey are gone 4 good.... k larsh till here den:)).. toodlez doo!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Saturday, April 14, 2007

tutay wake up in 9am . take a bathe & watch movie . hurhur. after tat, went to mit fazli under ma blok.went smoking lyk wise. mit him for 1hr lyk tat,went back home. ma lil bro going to grandma house juz near east view sec:)) . den i conquer the comp. haha. WOO! myspacin n chattin & havin a gd laugh wit ma net fwenz:)) .havin fun chattin wit dem. after how many hour lyk tat,CYG on9! yay! mish him loadz. nice chattin wit him toosh! have a hard time memorising lyrics toosh! haha. well, have a veri bad situation now. ma wrist redi being slash by sumbody. helmi noe about tiz:)) bad bad bad! tiz cant be happening to me! argh! now doin ma karangan . haha. anw, NOTE TO ABG FIRZAL, WHERE ISH MA PICX COMMENTZ???HEH? GRR! UR GONA GET IT FROM ME WEN IM MITIN U!!!!! haha.otey2. tatz all. VAMPYRIC ADDICTION FOR YOU!<33>

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Friday, April 13, 2007

now in comp lab durin MT lesson. doing karangan in comp. haha.kewl! but i still have time log in my frenzter & all. well, im damn freakin freezing here. hand was cramp. hurhur. hope to end lessonz toosh! well, sum1 tat ish precious to me juz make me cheer up yesterdae.he ish ma closest neighbour,fazli. yesterday mit him under hiz blk. as he reli2 wana talk to me about ma prob.he reli2 help me out. & i do take hiz advice. tiz relationship wil alwyz have upz & downz..we cnt expect it to be perfect alwyz. yea...thx fazli. anw, juz now smoke 7stick. wow! high! haha. well, release ma strez bt tat cnt help anw.it wil make it more worse i cn sae:)). well, must i make the 1st move? i dun tink so. im not being sacarstic here, but is the fact. if he doesnt wana contact me or anyting, i cant do anytin. itz up to him. juz have to bare wit ma feeling inside now. haha. itz been lyk 1week+ i didnt mit him ehx? yea.kinda long for me. usually itz not lyk tiz. but now diff. yea. reli2. if im gone oxo wil he even care? do u reli tink? i duno. i have no idea. well, kinda sad now. but im hapi if his hapi anw. hope he have a beta lyf now:)). well,he sounds hapi now. yay! haha.dun wana him 2 be sad2 lei.yea. good tat hiz hapi liao.good for him:)). k larsh. it seems tat he will not contact me anymore. well, will bare it anw. hope he choose a beta sum1...haizz

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Thursday, April 12, 2007

today was damn cold dae. wet all the wae after shkul. went home & went out wit adam 2 accompany him repair hp.haiyo...mcm2 prob larsh hp ko adam:DD... but cigg using ma money.viceroy red.kewl! feeling strez juz now. as many tingz rolling around ma head. feeling wana burst rite now as i take 5 tabletz of panadol. crazey huh??!! nvmz...can eat more den tat. btw, HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNI TO ZIZI & MIMI!!!! haha...hope u guyz last long wit each ode! woo! :DD..make myself happy ehx? anw,eat loadz juz now...after eating at long john,went 2 MAC buy ice cream.IM STREZ JUZ NOW! derez sumtin disturbin my mind until now.& i duno wat izit. haizz...exam ish around the corner,,no more gg out after tiz week.mayb gg out awhile wit fwenz...tat can cheer me up:)). dey will alwayz be dere for me.ILOVEBESHTIE!!! [[ NOTE TO ADZRI & HAFIZ, KORANG STOP STEP ABG2 KAT KOLA EHX? KORANG PANGGIL KU EMOSHIT,KORANG SENDIRI RMBT MCM PEPEK NABEY SIA! LUK AT URSELF B4 SAE ABT SUMONE U NABEY! TAKMO STEP KAT KOLA ARX. FRINGE KU PANJANG KAL EMO PE???WTH SIA! MPEK SIA! KORANG ARE SO DAMN IDIOTIC PPL ARX..LAME & CHILDISH!!!! ]] otey.tatz all i wana sae.buhbye.haizz... HEART STILL IN PAIN:'((

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

haizz.2dy was 1 bad dae. ma ex kal me.wana ask for patch up. hiz name ish hafez. i hate him! it been 4mnthz to 4gt him.& now, he kal me back. haiz...plz! i dun wana tink about him anymore! i dun wana get hurt! leave me alone! wit hiz swit talk to me juz now make me wana cry. i duno y. haizz. now i cant forget about wat he juz sae. FUCK LA! & juz now was chattin wit helmi. ask him wen wana mit up?he sae saturday can? & i knew tat on weekendz i cant go out. he should noe tat & i change topic coz i dun wana hurt him. in a sudden, he went offline. argh! watz the use of takin me as hiz gal???!!! tell me! im hurt double rite now! i swear tiz few daez, im gg to do sumtin as i cant tel wat izit.....im hurt alot now!!!! crying is useless. let me die more beta! den burden sumone i love like tiz. tiz is wat i get wen i love sumbody....i dun wana lose him but if hiz angry wit me,juz sae it can? dun juz offline lyk tat?i feel hurt. u are precious to me. i duno wether u feel the same way to...yea,i trust u. but why nowadays derez no ILOVEU cumin out from ur mouth??i dun espect u to sae it evrytym. but u use to sae most of the time.but now, no more. i duno wat i did wrong until u act tiz wae.im hurt alot! if im no good for u, find a beta person den me.itz not tat im sayin i wana seperate wit u r sumtin but i feel sumtin diff about u now. i feel rli2 diff about u now! seriuzly! i try to control ma emotions but i cant. i have to. ur ma precious ones & i cant bare to lose u.rli2....i sware! :'(( if im not supportive enuf for u,itx fine wit me. mayb u juz dun understand ma situation rite. i hope wen i went for operation r sumtin, i wish i'll be gone 4eva coz mayb im hurt u loadz nowadayz. i dun wana show ma condition infront of u coz i dun wan u 2 be so worried sick. but now, i tink tat i deserve to go. sori to sae tiz but yea. i cant take it anymore! im hurt! i cried all nite tinkin of u! mishin u lyk hell, but is tiz wat i get from u??? u juz appear offline lyk tat?itx lyk no manners at all. u hate me tat much izit??juz tell me i dun care. u juz duno how i feel evryday & evry nite...i cried. im not showin off about cryin over u r wat, but i have 2 let out ma feelinz now! y u do tiz 2 me???!!! let me cry till im gone! i dun care! but i dun wan u to be hurt.let me be hurt lyk hell,bt nt u! i mayb attitude at timez, but i have feelinz to. i study hard now juz to show u tat i can pass ma examz wit good grades. but atlaz, u like drifting away from me.im not blaming all on u.im at fault to. but i cant take it anymore now.juz wana let u noe tat i love u so much...izit wrong wit tat??? haizz:'(( nvmz.....let me be hurt! i will be gone for good! I SWARE TO U!!! I WILL BE GONE FOR SURE!!!!! ONE DAE U'LL SEE. juz mish u lyk hell rite now,bt....argh!nvmz....& i juz feel tat im not part of the WOC anymore...bye

::zyzyHARLOT::
::HURT::

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

tutay in shkul was ok. juz tiring oni lei. den after shkul, went home & change. follow fiq pierce hiz lipx.teehee. me,yaya,adam & fiq went to whitesands. haha. fiq face was lyk so kal shockin went the uncle pierce hiz lipx.teehee. den went to TM.eat KFC! hey fiq! dun take ma crispy chicken larsh! nasty boii! haha.hes sho bad! nvmz...syafizyayadam family meh??hehe. in KFC,we saw loadz of tingx hppn liao.ppl laughin lyk pontianak, kecohz sak! & i can join dem laughin summre.wth?? wakaka! i cant stand wit their stupid laughter lei...i burst sum of ma crizpy chicken in ma mouth at adam face...a lil bit je.hehe. CORI ADAM! JG MRH YE? TERIMA KASIH BANG....haha.den went home..ttz all 4 2dy! woo!

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Monday, April 9, 2007

elo:)). tutay in shkul was so bored without ma beshtie adam durin all lesson coz he was in house suspension. i was alone. but luckily dere ish cindy,niven, kah yee, & vincent 2 kip me company...e minah2 all can elex 1 corner heh?coz of tiz 1 bitch big mouth, adam was suspended. wtf. anw, after shkul went to whitesand. buy ma lip stud. coz the whole was closing! argh! blood startin 2 flow.hurhur.disgusting! argh! & vomited :pp. den mit kamelia. wow! derez alotz of storiez she wana tell us.haha.nice nice. den about 7+, went back home.
so far, ma mom & dad doesnt saw ma piercing since feb.haha. wee! ma whole aint obvious!woo! haha...kkx. till here den. IMISHELMI<33 DOYOUMISHME???
*WONDERING*

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Friday, April 6, 2007

<33syafizyayadam<33

<33sazzy&nazri<33

<33mezyayanadamira<33>

ZYZY MISH ENAA,AZMIE,ENILDA,KIS,KIDTO,SYU,NAZ,ARFIZ,FAIZ,AIN,ZIZI,MUHSIN,AYU,KAI,SYAFIZYAYADAM,MEZYAYANADAMIRA,FYK,YANTI,APIT,APPY & ALL MA NET FWENZ! MUAH3!!! <33 :'(( WANA MIIT U GUYZ SOON! & GD LUCK 4 TIZ CUMIN MID YEAR EXAM GUYZ! & 2 ABG PIJAN,ABG FIR & ABG FITRI,ADQ MISH U LYK HELL! MIIT ALL OF U SOON KKX?:'( TO MY ADQ YAN,ADQ NAZ,ADQ SHAH,ADQ HAKIM,ADQ NISA & ADQ NAZIA,JG NOTI2 TAUSH! KAK LOVE KAMU SUME LOADZ LARSH SHEY!!!!! WANA HUG U ALL!!!! HURHUR...C U GUYZ SOON & I PROMISE 2 U ALL TAT IM GONA HUG U ALL LYK HELL! MUAH3!

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::IMY::

Thursday, April 5, 2007

NOTE TO ALL OF U! SORI IF I DIDNT EPLY ANY OF UR MSG! MA HP BEING CONFISCATED. SO I WILL CONTACT ALL OF U WEN I USE MA CUZ HP AITEZ?THANKY:') & I WONT BE USING COMP TAT MUCH.SORI IF I DIDNT ONLINE RECENTLY:') THANKY!

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2DAY ISH A BAD DAE 4 ME,ADAM & FIQ. KENE CAUGHT SUMTIN & WAS SEND 2 GENERAL OFFICE. & AGAIN, I WAS CAUGHT OF COLOURIN MA SHOEZ.WTF?? ARGH! NID 2 ERASE ALL THE DESIGN I HV DRAWN.GRR.HATE 2DY!!!! TATZ ALL:((

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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

I MISH U!!!! I LOVE U!!!! :)) CANT STOP TINKING ABOUT U!!!!!

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

2dy in shkul was ok.loadz of work 2 do in klaz. well, exam ish ard the corner anw:). stdy hard lor. 2dy suppose 2 have maths rmedial. but me,adam & fiq did not attend to maths rmedial.lazey anw. & 2dy ish ma 1mnth anni lei. hurhur.ILY HELMI<33 . lup ma CYG sho much! hees.mit him after shkul at 3pm.suppose 2 mit him at 2.45 but buz 17 was so LEMBAP!! haha.cori 4 e delay dear. mit him & went to hiz house. many tingz happen as i cnt mention it.emi noe, i noe, public duno.haha. guez wat, he gave me a necklace wit a ring on it.awwww,sho shwiit.i LOVE it! & i didnt get anytin 4 him.DUMB me! well, no $. stupid dad & mom! grr. MISH him DAMN much. since abt 1 week+ we nva mit.hees. went back home ard 8. msgin cumin & cumin as im lazy 2 eply otherz msg. haha. well, tatz all 4 tutay.LOVE HELMI STILL:))

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Monday, April 2, 2007

2dy was tiring.after shkul, i have english course. 2.30 - 4.30...haiyo...damn tired. den sit in klaz while eatin nuggetz.hurhur. yumyum! ma klaz was so kecohz lei! haha.fun fun fun! woohoo! den have sum bad tingz goin on juz now.ma ex make up story about me not going out wit him 2 ma klazmate...wtf??? tipu tk agak2 lei! penipu tolsh! argh! i was so damn fuck up juz now.atliz firdauz & khairul all kewl me down.dun listen 2 tiz stupid lame kidz! PLISH GROW UP EHX? IM IGNORIN REDI. SO? WAT U WAN MORE FROM ME? KLU TAK PUAS BLEH AKP PE SIA???!!! idiotic kidx! argh! after tat, went 2 fiq house area 2 buy cigg. haha.me blanja meh. den went back home.do all ma hmwk.wow! damn tired.hees. k larsh! till here den.CRYING ALL DAE COZ I MISH HIM LOADZ! :'((

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Sunday, April 1, 2007

MISH MA BABY!! CANT WAIT TO MIIT HIM 2MOLO:)) . DEAR, IM DYING WITHOUT U BY MA SIDE. I CANT MOVE ON WITHOUT U. ILOVEHELMI. I'LL BE UR DREAM, I'LL BE UR WISH, I'LL BE UR FANTASY, I'LL BE UR HOPE, I'LL BE UR LOVE. BE EVRYTIN TAT U NID. I LOVE U MORE WIT EVERY BREATH U LEAVE TAT LEAVE ME DEEPLY TOO:)). HOPE WE LAZ 4EVA DEAREZ! MUAH3! MISHIN U LYK HELL! one more nite, i wana be wit u. where i wana hold u tite. it feel so rite 2nite. so leave it up to u. U WILL BE 4EVA IN MA HEART DARLZ!

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