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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

MY ASTRO HAIR<33>

TO FAZLI.IF YOUR READING THIS,PLZ GET THIS IS MIND!!! :: ko mmg dasar nabey tau tk??!! da kal ku,beh ltk.takot pe sia!!!brani uat brani tanggung arx sia!asal bile ku bilang kao yang emi n zai nk umpe kao,kao teros ltk phone!tkt pe!ge admit ngn drg yg ko uat arx!!ku tk bersalah sak.eh!psl ko ehx,drg pnggl mcm2 n anjing tau tk!!!wth la!ko mmg dasar pengecot arx...jantan tk gune.nk lari kn diri.da tk mintak izin,pandai2 msg org lain nye boi beh pkai nama ku.syabas siak kau!!!kau tkmo step baik arx..kau uat aku kena.bgs arx! asl tknk admit??!!tkt kepe??dgr2 kau tk tkt ngn spe2 pe?beh skg,bile drg nk mit kau,ko troz ltk phne.pe hal ehx??!!jantan dayus arx ko!psl ko,drg pnggl ku anjing sume la sial!!!!! palabuto!!!fck u nabey!!!! penakot arx ko!!!!!!sialan nye janatan!!!argh!!!! ni pnggl kwn,wtf sia!bullshit sak ni sume!!! ko mmg tk gune nye laki arx!!!!FCK OFF ARX NABEY!!!!

Monday, July 23, 2007

Hello. I'm here to tell all the Watchout Clan that they have misjudge me. I heard from my friend that they hated me about Suhanah and Emi thingy. For your information, i didnt know anything about this. I just knew the news today, and that is from my friend. My hp was left with my friend, fazli on friday. And I forgotten to take it back as i was going to malaysia for two days. I came back this morning. And I'm not guilty of this. Zy KAYPO?! Zy so BAD?! I didnt even knew about this thing at all. My friend himself have been apologising to me, for not asking for my consent to msg and put some pictures at my friendster and even send it to karul, ana's boyfriend. I totally have no idea what is going on. Only today, i know. And my friend, fazli is also at FIESTARI, and saw emi with other girl. So he took some picture of them. Enaa was there too and she saw emi with suhanah. Enaa just msg my handphone to tell about it. but when Enaa msg my hp, she didnt know that my friend was the one holding on to my hp. So all the plan or whatever, is my friend my doings. NOT ME!!! So why the fuck are YOU(EMI) scolding me vulgarities?! Am I that bad?! And ZY ALWAYS GO OUT WITH OTHER GUYS? WITH MY BESTIES CAN'T GO OUT MEH? Is that a sin?! I asked Emi for so many times and asking him when can we meet and his reply will always be "WHEN I'M FREE, WE'LL MEET". This is the only answer he gave to me OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I msg him again, and he didnt reply. So is that my fault too?! ZAINI himself knows and hear me crying on the phone with him about EMI. Is that meaningless for all of you? Why the fuck will i seek for ZAINI'S help if I didnt love EMI anymore? Why must zy always make the first move to msg EMI, but not him? I go out with Adam and Fiq because they are my besties for three years! WTF?! Dengar dengar zy keluar ngan laki laki lain pe.? They know how I feel when I cry and worry that Emi doesnt love me anymore. Why must i be blamed? Dengar2, bz with poly life cant spare 1 min to msg me pe? He also dont care to msg me. I know how bz he is but at least msg me that he is okay or something. Im feeling damn lonely lah can? All of you just dont knw how i feel. You just know emi feelings. thats all. because he's your best friend and im just a new kid in your friend list.WTF. go ahead and maki maki zy bukan2 uh. I know im not at fault. Who is the one suffering now? Me or him? Just think uh!!!!! anyway, cant you read properly? I labelled myself as "SINGLE" in the previous post recently. Cant you see the inverted commas? Kate BESAR pe. How come tak tau seh the meaning of INVERTED COMMAS? I put myself as "SINGLE" because i feel that Emi doesnt love me anymore. And I didnt ask for a breakup. Neither of us asked for it. So get it straight. Dont anyhow misjudge me. How come must it be SILENT BREAK? tak boleh tanye break sendiri pe? Bisu pe sia? & one more thing, mind your words uh. If I'm perangai ANJING, you're worst. You're undescribable! So stop assuming things and blaming me and Enaa. Enaa just msg my hp and then my friend ; FAZLI is the one whom asked Enaa for Ana's boyfriend's number. And Enaa already ADMITTED to EMI about giving the number. That's all she did. Other then that, dont blame her. And again , I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS. I JUST KNEW ABOUT THIS, TODAY! OKAY GUYS?!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

u never knew what happened to me. alot of bad things happen to me. but u were never there for me. i only can mengadu to my friends. they are the one whom is always there for me. but u? poly life is that busy ehx? if it is really that busy, cant u just spend a minute or a few seconds to msg me and ask how am i or wht? we have not break up yet. u were the one who put ur status as single/complicated. i did the same cos i was angry. even if u want a breakup or found someone else, u can just confess. and now, u are saying that we already takde pape dah lame ehx? itx that so? u nvr msg me for 2 weeks oxo. and i cant even be bothered to msg you cos i know u will say dat u are bz wit sch. if sch is dat busy, u would not go out with ur friends. kalau bz sngt asl leh keluar ngan kwn ni semua? then msg me cannot? please la ehx. msging me wont even take a few minutes la. all u can do is just msg me and asking how am i. isnt that what relationships for? we live not that far from each other and you didnt even ask me out for quite some time. i know im a girl that cant really go out cos of my parents. but cant you understand my situation? if you really love me, you wont just leave me alone and not msging me for a few weeks. its seriously hurts. and dont blame others about what happen. you are in the wrong too. and now, your friends are blaming and saying that im in the wrong? wtf la. stop it seh. stop blaming enaa and me. enaa didnt do anything and this is between you and me. anyway, our relationship just ended ,because of this matter. not months AGO. we didnt even broke up. so this is wht u want right? i knew from the start that you didnt love me. so now, we have officially broken up. thats wht u want and u got that.lets end everything here. dont wanna quarell with u and make everything messed up.::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY::

Thursday, July 19, 2007

hello evryone.hees. imy blogging lei. hees. anw, lastmonday and tuesday,i had my prelim exam.average arx.quite challenging anw.hehe.i hope i pass my prelim.err,err,err,last monday went to meet Faiz,the pendek and bacen "adeq".gaga.sorry kalau zy cakap faiz my lil adeq ehx?hurhur.jangan marah.muahahaha! we went to buy cigarettes & went to LJ,our fv place to eat...haha.alot of jokes la he made.really,that little guy are damn irritating but fun to be with.hurhur. cant wait to meet him next friday.that bacen ketotz. then we went back home around 7+. early kan?haha.biasa arx...kate gd gal mah.zyzy gone good.hehe.not bad ehx?hehe.otey otey orey.TO MY ADEQ SEDARA,KALAU KAU BACA NI,PLZ RMMBR HEH?JG MSG2 ABG FAIZ BYK SGT.MY PP LAMA2 LOW TAUSH!!!!! grr.syg sgt la kau dengan abg faiz ehx?gatal tolsh...hurhur...ok.!!! till here.people sweating here u noe!!!!

::zyzyHARLOT::/span>

Thursday, July 12, 2007

YAY!!!!!!!!!! I JUST FINISH MY N LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL!!! was so damn nervous before that.now,finish ready!hope i get a distinction.woo! :)) i hope my other friends who is waiting for their turn,have some confident for their oral.hees. now,im in computer lab,playing internet.hees.while waiting for adam...so long shey...ish ish ish. just now we have our class photo!damn shit sia i cmile! haha. cant cmile properly because other classes was watching us candid.hurhur.DAMN PAISE SIA!!! && damn for RAJIV,dont irritate us ehx?you irritating freak! make us more nervous during oral...grr.damn! haha.now sitting beside hui xiang...he the other one.hold ma hand and his hand was damn bloody cold sia.nabey toot toot tolsh!grr....otey larsh...gtg now lei...PEOPLE SWEATING HERE U NOE??HURHUR :p

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Today went to school abit late.Adam & niven went back home because they are sick.ish ish ish :(( today during lessons,was so damn boring.feeling like sleeping.hurhur.but cannot lei. must study for prelim soon.erm,tomorrow is ma N level oral.IM SO NERVOUS.i hope i get distinction:)) wee! anw,today durin recess,me,yaya,namirah & durga,we are having lunch togehter.fun fun fun! we laugh alot sia.hurhur.after recess in geography.Rajiv was damn irritating la deh! pointing at me & shooting at me! WTH! that kling kling! grr!!!! hees :p anw,today was quite fun la,i must say.&& good luck for my classmates boys for their oral today! wish all of you all the best!!!! WEE! <33

::zyzyhHARLOT::
::IMY::

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Of all the things i believe in,i just want to get it over with tears from behind my eyes.But i do not cry.Counting the days that past me by,i've been searching deep down in my soul.Words that im hearing are starting to get old.It feels like im starting all over again.The last three days were just pretend and i say goodbye to you.Goodbye to everything i thought i knew.You were the one i love,the one thing that i tried to hold on to.I still get lost in your eyes and it seems like i cant live a day without you.Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away,to a place where i am blinded by the light but its not right.It hurts to everything and nothing at the same time.I want wahts yours and i want whats mine.I want you but im not giving in this time.We the stars fall and i lie awake.You are my shooting star<33

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Monday, July 9, 2007

hey,just wana say that im "SINGLE" for good.i really sad & heartbroke right now because someone dont really appreciate my love for him. His status was written as single & complicated.so yea,from there,i knew he do not love me anymore. :'( all of you can sae me a whatever girl & merepek girl.But im saying the fact.I cant take this anymore.love really hurts. i dont know what im thinking but i have the STRONGEST feeling that his love for me have gone.HE DOESNT LUP ME NO MORE!!!! i have to bare with it. :'( my heart feel so crashed....really cant take it anymore.im single for good. :'( no one will make me happy.im a nobody.im invisible for him.He have the right to love sumone else....DONT MENTION HIS NAME ANYMORE.i beg to all my fwenz,plz.....thx.... :'(

Hembusan angin bagai membawa berita.Berita yang mengecewakan ku.Apa yang terjadi bukan yang ku impikan.Namun ku tabahkan hati ini.Sayangku,ku tahu kau tak ingin bergini.Tapi kau sanggup melakukannya.Bertapa hati ku hancur musnah berderai.Tidak seorang pun yang memahami hati dan perasaanku.Kerana cintakan mu,ku jadi bergini.Kerana sayangkan mu,ku dalam semua.Bertapa hebatnya kau di hati ini.Kenapa kau tak pernah fikirkan hati ku??Kenapa si dia jadi pilihanmu??Ku sedar saat diri ku di sisimu.Ku harap suatu hari kau akan mengerti kasih.Siapa ku di sisimu??Pengorbanan ku bagai tak perna dihargai.I a bagai angin yang berlalu.Sayangku,disini sajalah cinta kita berakhir.Ku tak sanggup untuk menderita lagi.Pergi dan pulang di sisinya......

::zyzyHARLOT::
::IMY::

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Who would have thought that you could hurt me.The way you have done it.So deliberate,so determined.And since you have been gone,i bite my nails for days and hours.And question my own questions on and on.So tell me now,why you are so far away when im still so close.You dont even know the meaning of the words "IM SORRY".You said you would love me until you die and as far as i know you are still alive.Im starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a girls heart.I tried so hard to be attentive to all you wanted.Always supportive,always patient.What did i do wrong?Been wondering for days and hours.Its clear it isnt here where you belong.Anyhow,i wish you both all the best,I hope you get along

::zyzyHARLOT::

::IMY::

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Its funny when you find yourself.Looking from the outside.Im standing here,but all I want is to be over there.Why didnt I let myself believe miracles could happen.Because now I have to pretend that I dont really care.I though you were my fairy tale.My dream when im not sleeping.A wish upon a star thats coming true.But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth,when there was me and you.I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing.And when you smiled,you made me feel like i could sing along.But then you went and changed the words.Now my heart is empty.Im only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song.I know ure not a fairy tale and dreams are meant to for sleeping and wishes on a star.Just dont come true because now even i can tell that i confused with my feeling with the truth because i like the view when there was me and you.I cant believe that i could be so blind.Its like you were floating while i was falling and i didnt mind because i like the view.I though u felt it too when there was me and you.

::zyzyHARLOT::

::IMY::


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I'm here to tell all the Watchout Clan that they have misjudge me. I heard from my friend that they hated me about Suhanah and Emi thingy. For your information, i didnt know anything about this. I just knew the news today, and that is from my friend. My hp was left with my friend, fazli on friday. And I forgotten to take it back as i was going to malaysia for two days. I came back this morning. And I'm not guilty of this. Zy KAYPO?! Zy so BAD?! I didnt even knew about this thing at all. My friend himself have been apologising to me, for not asking for my consent to msg and put some pictures at my friendster and even send it to karul, ana's boyfriend. I totally have no idea what is going on. Only today, i know. And my friend, fazli is also at FIESTARI, and saw emi with other girl. So he took some picture of them. Enaa was there too and she saw emi with suhanah. Enaa just msg my handphone to tell about it. but when Enaa msg my hp, she didnt know that my friend was the one holding on to my hp. So all the plan or whatever, is my friend my doings. NOT ME!!! So why the fuck are YOU(EMI) scolding me vulgarities?! Am I that bad?! And ZY ALWAYS GO OUT WITH OTHER GUYS? WITH MY BESTIES CAN'T GO OUT MEH? Is that a sin?! I asked Emi for so many times and asking him when can we meet and his reply will always be "WHEN I'M FREE, WE'LL MEET". This is the only answer he gave to me OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I msg him again, and he didnt reply. So is that my fault too?! ZAINI himself knows and hear me crying on the phone with him about EMI. Is that meaningless for all of you? Why the fuck will i seek for ZAINI'S help if I didnt love EMI anymore? Why must zy always make the first move to msg EMI, but not him? I go out with Adam and Fiq because they are my besties for three years! WTF?! Dengar dengar zy keluar ngan laki laki lain pe.? They know how I feel when I cry and worry that Emi doesnt love me anymore. Why must i be blamed? Dengar2, bz with poly life cant spare 1 min to msg me pe? He also dont care to msg me. I know how bz he is but at least msg me that he is okay or something. Im feeling damn lonely lah can? All of you just dont knw how i feel. You just know emi feelings. thats all. because he's your best friend and im just a new kid in your friend list.WTF. go ahead and maki maki zy bukan2 uh. I know im not at fault. Who is the one suffering now? Me or him? Just think uh!!!!! anyway, cant you read properly? I labelled myself as "SINGLE" in the previous post recently. Cant you see the inverted commas? Kate BESAR pe. How come tak tau seh the meaning of INVERTED COMMAS? I put myself as "SINGLE" because i feel that Emi doesnt love me anymore. And I didnt ask for a breakup. Neither of us asked for it. So get it straight. Dont anyhow misjudge me. How come must it be SILENT BREAK? tak boleh tanye break sendiri pe? Bisu pe sia? & one more thing, mind your words uh. If I'm perangai ANJING, you're worst. You're undescribable! So stop assuming things and blaming me and Enaa. Enaa just msg my hp and then my friend ; FAZLI is the one whom asked Enaa for Ana's boyfriend's number. And Enaa already ADMITTED to EMI about giving the number. That's all she did. Other then that, dont blame her. And again , I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS. I JUST KNEW ABOUT THIS, TODAY! OKAY GUYS?! 10:01 PM · Sunday, July 22, 2007 u never knew what happened to me. alot of bad things happen to me. but u were never there for me. i only can mengadu to my friends. they are the one whom is always there for me. but u? poly life is that busy ehx? if it is really that busy, cant u just spend a minute or a few seconds to msg me and ask how am i or wht? we have not break up yet. u were the one who put ur status as single/complicated. i did the same cos i was angry. even if u want a breakup or found someone else, u can just confess. and now, u are saying that we already takde pape dah lame ehx? itx that so? u nvr msg me for 2 weeks oxo. and i cant even be bothered to msg you cos i know u will say dat u are bz wit sch. if sch is dat busy, u would not go out with ur friends. kalau bz sngt asl leh keluar ngan kwn ni semua? then msg me cannot? please la ehx. msging me wont even take a few minutes la. all u can do is just msg me and asking how am i. isnt that what relationships for? we live not that far from each other and you didnt even ask me out for quite some time. i know im a girl that cant really go out cos of my parents. but cant you understand my situation? if you really love me, you wont just leave me alone and not msging me for a few weeks. its seriously hurts. and dont blame others about what happen. you are in the wrong too. and now, your friends are blaming and saying that im in the wrong? wtf la. stop it seh. stop blaming enaa and me. enaa didnt do anything and this is between you and me. anyway, our relationship just ended ,because of this matter. not months AGO. we didnt even broke up. so this is wht u want right? i knew from the start that you didnt love me. so now, we have officially broken up. thats wht u want and u got that.lets end everything here. dont wanna quarell with u and make everything messed up.::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 10:14 PM · Thursday, July 19, 2007 hello evryone.hees. imy blogging lei. hees. anw, lastmonday and tuesday,i had my prelim exam.average arx.quite challenging anw.hehe.i hope i pass my prelim.err,err,err,last monday went to meet Faiz,the pendek and bacen "adeq".gaga.sorry kalau zy cakap faiz my lil adeq ehx?hurhur.jangan marah.muahahaha! we went to buy cigarettes & went to LJ,our fv place to eat...haha.alot of jokes la he made.really,that little guy are damn irritating but fun to be with.hurhur. cant wait to meet him next friday.that bacen ketotz. then we went back home around 7+. early kan?haha.biasa arx...kate gd gal mah.zyzy gone good.hehe.not bad ehx?hehe.otey otey orey.TO MY ADEQ SEDARA,KALAU KAU BACA NI,PLZ RMMBR HEH?JG MSG2 ABG FAIZ BYK SGT.MY PP LAMA2 LOW TAUSH!!!!! grr.syg sgt la kau dengan abg faiz ehx?gatal tolsh...hurhur...ok.!!! till here.people sweating here u noe!!!! ::zyzyHARLOT::/span> 2:26 PM · Thursday, July 12, 2007 YAY!!!!!!!!!! I JUST FINISH MY N LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL!!! was so damn nervous before that.now,finish ready!hope i get a distinction.woo! :)) i hope my other friends who is waiting for their turn,have some confident for their oral.hees. now,im in computer lab,playing internet.hees.while waiting for adam...so long shey...ish ish ish. just now we have our class photo!damn shit sia i cmile! haha. cant cmile properly because other classes was watching us candid.hurhur.DAMN PAISE SIA!!! && damn for RAJIV,dont irritate us ehx?you irritating freak! make us more nervous during oral...grr.damn! haha.now sitting beside hui xiang...he the other one.hold ma hand and his hand was damn bloody cold sia.nabey toot toot tolsh!grr....otey larsh...gtg now lei...PEOPLE SWEATING HERE U NOE??HURHUR :p ::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 3:20 PM · Wednesday, July 11, 2007 Today went to school abit late.Adam & niven went back home because they are sick.ish ish ish :(( today during lessons,was so damn boring.feeling like sleeping.hurhur.but cannot lei. must study for prelim soon.erm,tomorrow is ma N level oral.IM SO NERVOUS.i hope i get distinction:)) wee! anw,today durin recess,me,yaya,namirah & durga,we are having lunch togehter.fun fun fun! we laugh alot sia.hurhur.after recess in geography.Rajiv was damn irritating la deh! pointing at me & shooting at me! WTH! that kling kling! grr!!!! hees :p anw,today was quite fun la,i must say.&& good luck for my classmates boys for their oral today! wish all of you all the best!!!! WEE! <33 ::zyzyhHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 2:02 PM · Tuesday, July 10, 2007 Of all the things i believe in,i just want to get it over with tears from behind my eyes.But i do not cry.Counting the days that past me by,i've been searching deep down in my soul.Words that im hearing are starting to get old.It feels like im starting all over again.The last three days were just pretend and i say goodbye to you.Goodbye to everything i thought i knew.You were the one i love,the one thing that i tried to hold on to.I still get lost in your eyes and it seems like i cant live a day without you.Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away,to a place where i am blinded by the light but its not right.It hurts to everything and nothing at the same time.I want wahts yours and i want whats mine.I want you but im not giving in this time.We the stars fall and i lie awake.You are my shooting star<33 ::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 8:00 AM · Monday, July 9, 2007 hey,just wana say that im "SINGLE" for good.i really sad & heartbroke right now because someone dont really appreciate my love for him. His status was written as single & complicated.so yea,from there,i knew he do not love me anymore. :'( all of you can sae me a whatever girl & merepek girl.But im saying the fact.I cant take this anymore.love really hurts. i dont know what im thinking but i have the STRONGEST feeling that his love for me have gone.HE DOESNT LUP ME NO MORE!!!! i have to bare with it. :'( my heart feel so crashed....really cant take it anymore.im single for good. :'( no one will make me happy.im a nobody.im invisible for him.He have the right to love sumone else....DONT MENTION HIS NAME ANYMORE.i beg to all my fwenz,plz.....thx.... :'( 3:34 PM · Hembusan angin bagai membawa berita.Berita yang mengecewakan ku.Apa yang terjadi bukan yang ku impikan.Namun ku tabahkan hati ini.Sayangku,ku tahu kau tak ingin bergini.Tapi kau sanggup melakukannya.Bertapa hati ku hancur musnah berderai.Tidak seorang pun yang memahami hati dan perasaanku.Kerana cintakan mu,ku jadi bergini.Kerana sayangkan mu,ku dalam semua.Bertapa hebatnya kau di hati ini.Kenapa kau tak pernah fikirkan hati ku??Kenapa si dia jadi pilihanmu??Ku sedar saat diri ku di sisimu.Ku harap suatu hari kau akan mengerti kasih.Siapa ku di sisimu??Pengorbanan ku bagai tak perna dihargai.I a bagai angin yang berlalu.Sayangku,disini sajalah cinta kita berakhir.Ku tak sanggup untuk menderita lagi.Pergi dan pulang di sisinya...... ::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 2:17 PM · Thursday, July 5, 2007 Who would have thought that you could hurt me.The way you have done it.So deliberate,so determined.And since you have been gone,i bite my nails for days and hours.And question my own questions on and on.So tell me now,why you are so far away when im still so close.You dont even know the meaning of the words "IM SORRY".You said you would love me until you die and as far as i know you are still alive.Im starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a girls heart.I tried so hard to be attentive to all you wanted.Always supportive,always patient.What did i do wrong?Been wondering for days and hours.Its clear it isnt here where you belong.Anyhow,i wish you both all the best,I hope you get along ::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 8:37 AM · Tuesday, July 3, 2007 Its funny when you find yourself.Looking from the outside.Im standing here,but all I want is to be over there.Why didnt I let myself believe miracles could happen.Because now I have to pretend that I dont really care.I though you were my fairy tale.My dream when im not sleeping.A wish upon a star thats coming true.But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth,when there was me and you.I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing.And when you smiled,you made me feel like i could sing along.But then you went and changed the words.Now my heart is empty.Im only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song.I know ure not a fairy tale and dreams are meant to for sleeping and wishes on a star.Just dont come true because now even i can tell that i confused with my feeling with the truth because i like the view when there was me and you.I cant believe that i could be so blind.Its like you were floating while i was falling and i didnt mind because i like the view.I though u felt it too when there was me and you. ::zyzyHARLOT:: ::IMY:: 2:52 PM ·