always.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

BOO-CHAK!

To my dearest :

I had to make a confession to u.

For me, u seem to fade away from me.

This isnt about who's fault ok?

Im not pointing at u.

U didnt make any sense to contact me.

I understand that ur schedule is tight.

Ur pp is low.

I know it clearly.

Its just that even ur at hm, u didnt even try to call me.

When i msg u then u called me.

It feels that ur love towards me are not there.

:'(

I feel so lonely nowadays even fad said about this matter last few days.

Why ur acting this way?

U knew ilysm right?

:'(

It feels like u dont even miss me a thing.

Sorry if i jump to conclusions.

But i just let it out what my heart tells me to.

I trust u alot.

As days goes by, im scared.

U know that?

Eventhough u know i had some

major problem going on around my house there,

u take it like theres nothing going on.

I knew when u sent me back, nothing happen.

Just keep doing that so i can be safe.

Sometimes i feel like im so posessive to u.

I give u space now.

I give u freedom now.

I dont want to control u.

I hate myself sometimes.

I even did some wrongs to u.

I realise that but this time,

i feel no love from u.

Im sorry.

I know u will feel down & upset with me

when u read this.

I dont care about u not meeting me everyday but atleast show me some care.

Atleast i know ur there for me.

:'(

Im sad all day long till

i did not even say a word to my parents & fought with

my lil bro's.

haiz.

Why?

Someone said to me that u might not

take this relationship seriously.

I start to cry & worried.

Thats why i msg u last night.

I said to mom to say to u that im in the toilet

when u call cos i dont want to talk to u.

I dont want u to hear me cry like hell yesterday.

Why dear?

Tell me.

Am i so bad to u?

Am i irritating or stuff like that?

If u dont like about my behaviour, tell me straight.

Dont wait.

I hate it.

I let u spent alot of times with fwens & bro's.

Atleast u see & contact them most of the times.

I can say that cos i know it well

:'(

Dear, i really really dont want to loose u.

I love u so much :'((

Pls dont make me like this.

Make the 1st move to call or msg me.

Dont avoid me like this.

Im saying this cos i care for u.

Before u going to loose me.

haiz.

imysm :'((

till here then.

& remember, you're my everything :'((

ily bby;


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