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Saturday, December 15, 2007


Hello. Im so sad today. Damn sad :'(( I wish i could just go now. Came back from hospital around 8am. Just now around 5am, i vomited blood damn loads and am too weak to walk nor stand up. I was send to hospital just now and get some medication and check ups. The doctor spoke to my parents and im not allow to hear anything. So im guessing that there must be something big bad news about my health. So, i just waited for them outside doctors room. Then finally my parents came out from the room. My mom was like crying badly and just cant look at me. haiz. When we reached home, i calmly asked my mom what the doctor says. Well, after that, i was soo shocked. Really :'((





My mom told me that the doctor said, i maybe had a few days or months to live. I lost alot of blood and theres more white blood cells than red blood cells. One of my lungs are ruin. I just dont know what to do. Im damn upset right now. Maybe its time for me to go really. I cant help it but to cry and cry alot. Just too upset with the news. How am i to tell my dearest?? :'((





I dont want to leave him, and all my fella lovers :'(( Why my life soo complicated and always being sad? haiz. I felt lonely now. Feel like my dae is just around the corner. I dont want to make my lovers damn sad about my condition but they are my friends. Friends should tell each other and care about each other. Well, guess i have to tell it now.





To my dearest faiz, i just want to say that im so sorry and have to leave you soon. I cant live much longer as you know about my condition before right? I love you soo damn much. Im sorry if i did hurt you alot of times before. Its just that i scared to lose you. I want to be with you till we really grow up. But, my fate is at allah hands. I cant change anything now. If i do leave you, please dont be sad. I will always come and love you in your dreams. I promise. I love you soo much hun :) hugz. Well, till here then. And dearest, you were my all :')).




[FaiZy]