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Friday, December 28, 2007


Hello. I've been stressful kinda lately about my course as all my choices was unsuccessful. hmm. Today went to ite for an interview with yaya and dearest. Want to know what?! They said that i was not in the list for fashion & design. WHAT THE HELL! Lost my temper a bit jela. Damn furious la can? Im so fucked up and dont know what to do. But i tried to apply for beauty therapy one more time. Wish me luck guys. And yes, im sad right now. Hurt+sad+feel low because my own dad said that im so blur and didnt listen to instructions and all stuff. He did said too, that im "BUNTU" and i dont know whats the translation in english.



I was like, haiz. Can i just go away from this hurtful feelings? And plus, i felt guilty for leaving dearest behind just now as he accidentally knock my throat with full impact. I got angry and stuff and i bare to say "i hate you" and "im going to find other guy that is suitable for me and never hurt me" . Whats happening to me nowadays? Stress about my course, parents attitude, about my dearest.



Dearest cried just now and didnt let me go just now. I was so guilty right now. Why am i doing this to him? I do love him so much but why am i like this? Feel like killing myself and sorry,im aint emo for you dickheads info. Just feel really guilty and down right now.



I was so fucked up and lost right now. Really. haiz. Im a bad girlfriend you know! Argh! I just dont know what to say anymore. And hope for the best for my appeal results heh? haiz. Till here


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