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Saturday, August 16, 2008

IM SORRY :'(
This post is for my new fwens
& my dearest fazzy batman ro read it.
Im so sorry for hurting u dear.
U supposed to know that i had a complicated life since i broke up
with faiz.
U said that his trying to take me
away from u.
No its not.
If u do really feel that way,
think back about u loving me
when i was with faiz.
Isn't it the same as u taking me away from faiz?
His not taking any revenged.
When u sounded me,
i accepted it with my
sincerely heart.
I do really lup u dear.
But when days had past, i felt guilty,
felt so depressed & my heart
tells me that i still lup faiz.
Im not using u.
Im not a bustard.
Im not using u as a robot
to be played with.
If u really do understand me,
u should not say such things.
U only knew my outer feelings, not my inner feelings.
I dont want to hurt u this way.
I feel so bad.
I made new fwens &
at the same time, i felt like im useless
for making u this way.
But i had to.
I had no choice but had to face the fact.
Either u guys hate me or not,
i had to face it cos
i cant bare to live this way.
Being with u while thinking &
still loving him.
Its more better i told u earlier than later.
I knew how hurt u felt when i suddenly
told u this things.
When u were asleep.
I felt so damn bad.
But hun, seriously u had to understand
me.
I lup faiz still as u knew it long time ago.
& u maki faiz jantan sial.
Whats that suppose to mean??!!
His not in the fault hun.
If u say that about him,
that mean ur the same too.
Cos when i was att with him,
u bare to say ily to me.
Take my heart away.
No matter what ppl say.
& dare to put my picx in ur phone, saying
zyzy dearest catwoman.
Ur in the wrong too hun.
Remember that.
Dont think about ur feelings only.
Think about others too.
U cant just say that.
U too in the wrong by taking my heart away as u knew im with faiz.
I knew im easily fall for sum1
but that doesnt mean
u can take advantage of me.
I didnt ask u to go back late,
skip classes till u got debar,
get scolded from ur fwens & dad.
I didnt ask u to do it.
Did i?
The way u say that like
u pin point at me u know.
Im so sad.
About this matter, i cant be quiet anymore.
Im so sorry for doing this but
i cant wait any longer.
The more i let it be, the more
i will suffer.
Trust me, u wont even knew how i felt.
Cos i knew that u lup me & only one me.
U knew why i accepted u??
Cos ily so much.
& i thought we can be happy together,
make me move on &
cheer me up.
But since then, i start to feel awkward.
Its my heart which told me to.
U cant force me to not leave u.
Im not trying to be so cool here.
I just want ur blessings.
Ur understandings towards me about
this matter.
Dont cry nor sad.
Im still ur beshtie whom can make u
feel better.
I knew its easy than said.
But we had no choice dearest.
We had to be seperated.
I've decided to be with faiz back.
His my life partner after all.
Cos whenever im away from him,
i felt restless.
I never ever felt this way b4.
Pls forgive me, truely.
Pls forgive me all, who knew me :'(
Especially to fadli, erry, nina, arshad, hairul,
koh wee, iful, sara & haikal.
haiz.
Hope u guys understand my situation.
I didnt mean to hurt fazli.
Hate me if u like,
im ready for it.
I had to face it anw :'(
Lastly, i hope
u guys still keep
in touch with me
eventhough im not with fazli, ur bro lup.
Bye :'(