I just dont know how am i to
say to u this nicely. For sure
you'll scold me vulgarities but HEY!
I have to let u go .
We are ok, everything is going on smoothly but
to think back, its so cruel of u to do this to me.
Im so damn stupid, begging u to come back even
u called me a dog, slut & stuffs .
U pushed me, u try to strangle me, i bare the pain .
U think about your own fucking self.
Even im attitude, i dont even want to hurt u by words or hands.
Who are u to control me this way ?
U wont allow me to meet my friends again even work friends .
U let me choose over u or my friends.
U may be sweet at times but its too much .
U point all the faults at me this whole damn fucking year .
U dont even want to listen on my part. U insist
whenever i said things about u.
U thought u are always right .
Even it hurts me much to let u go, i have to ,
U aint my husband nor fionce to treat me this way.
I give in too much.
U dare to say if i dont let u be with "your second lover",
i can get lost .
Even i did love someone else before, i dont even think to do that
to the extend.
Im letting all my feelings out .
Your dad to be truth dont like me still being
with u.
So here u go .
U really asked for it long time ago .
I knew that its too late to ask for but at that point of time,
im too naive to think cos i really really love u.
I bare to do anything for u .
Ur ego is too much, posessive, obsessive, love faker, no trust on me.
U really made me hurt much now .
U said im the first girl who made u hurt this way, but its the
opposite.
Actually your the one who hurt me badly, make me
spinned round, let me lose my grip everytime .
My heart beats fast while im typing this. I just
cant believe u, even enaa.
She thought u really can take care of me but its a NO !
I will cry but i just want to get away from u.
FUCKING hate to see your face now.
U made me lovestruck when we first met .
Now u show the real u.
Ur aint the good guy anymore .
Ur a bad guy now .
I still want to be with u recently cos i thought
i can be with a guy who i thought he is when we first being
together .
But now, it has flown away with pieces .
Im sorry but yea. If i could make a wish,
i wish not to see u ever again even see u somewhere .