Im sitting here alone .
Thinking back, what's going to happen
to
my life ?
This days i've been thinking & saying things that
people dont usualy think or say .
:'(
Im scared, too scared .
I dont want to leave my families, friends, my parents &
especially my teddy; Ammar .
i dont want to go.
Even my mom is scared for me cos ive been sick for
like a week ?
& ive been in this state alot of times this past few months .
why ?
i dont even know why :'(
im just a sad little rotten kitty now .
but atleast i lived my life with joyful moments with friends
& teddy :DD
my most memorable life i ever had .
=3
& to teddy, i love u so much my dear ♥