I've ruined other's lifes, waste their money on me, waste their precious time worrying about me, hard for them to go back home caused of me and its late at night ? just because of my stupidest actions/mistakes , back in secondary life. i starved myself cos for me, im super fat and people always mocking me about my size and especially bust area -.- it's super irritating and im so depressed so i had to do so :( and now, i have to bare with those pain im going through now for the last 4 years and cos of this, i've ruined everything ! EVERYTHING ! :'(

I should have go for that & end it all. dead or alive, im up to it. im useless, cranky at times, thats the zyzy fat ass bitch ya'll knew all this while -.- especially waste someone's money and it saddens me eventhough i insist of it :( haiz. im so FUCKING useless. juts let me be. let me suffer. u guys dont need to worry about me and stuff. its my fault and i have to endure it on my own, please ? for now, i want to be alone and just concentrate on my work . DAMN ! imma disturbance for them, and how i wish i just gone for good ? PEACE always :(

NOW, i felt so freaking bad, useless, fucking annoying , a pain in the ass :( haiz. FML BIG TIME PLEASE !! im sorry to all who have been helping me alot :( starting for now, please leave me alone IF my pain strikes again okeh ? please. i dont want you guys to suffer just cos of me, the gastric flu girl -.-

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