I've got to change.
I seriously have to.
I've not done enough .
I'm so depressed right now :(
fuck it !
i've hurt someone feelings again ?
"zyzy are you kidding me ? your words are a little to harsh
even you yourself didnt notice it :( "
i'm myself this way since i was young but in fact, i have to change .
i can't be forever talking crap to someone ?
it's like what ? doesnt make any sense right ?
"why zyzy why? you just missed the chance of changing your
behaviours. how could you not control and think the positive way ?
everytime, most of the time i might say, LOVES to
compare between someone and F? cant you just like
fucking stop talking about his bad stuff ?
let him be, why must you care? it's over zyzy, it's over . hatred
is controlling you and hey, you're with someone new,
dont you think that someone will be a little/more hurt or sad
whenever you mention his name ? fuck it zyzy !
FUCKING STOP IT !
it's the past, this is the future :("
im so sorry once again :'(