To my dear Ammar Hamizan:


I don't care what u think about me not being happy with u through
your eyes. it hurts alot when someone u love the most says that
for this whole entire 2 months .
even u cant see it through my eyes, but sincerely, from the bottom
of my heart, you're my precious dear :'(
i just cant believe i teared again . baby, u dont know how much u meant to me ?
hmm ?
im happy with u, i am but why are u saying this ? :'(
why my dear ?
you said u dont want to lose me but the way u say it, u are going to
lose me any time soon. i dont expect it to happen
anyway .
i felt ive not done enough for u ?
tell me dear, anything, what more u want me to do so that
i can show u that i really am happy to be with you ?
there's no one in life now but u and habib fwens.
you were there for me, u made me happy :'(
how can i not appreciate what u've done for me ?
ur playing apart too :'(
i love you so much, while typing this, im crying badly and u have no idea
how my heart felt. hmm ?
i dont want to lose u either. whenever we fought, i dont even have the guts
to say "kau aku" with u. u promised me not to but u did :'(
baby what am i to u ?
am i a lover to u or just a friend to u?
:'(
i have nothing to say. im still loving u :'(