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Friday, August 28, 2009
Well, all of this people is my main priority .
To all, thanx for cheering me up, thanx for the adventures thats you've made for zyzy . To some whom i just knew, i stated u here cos u helped me alot, ur such a great fwen indeed [: I would like to say this before its too late . Im scared, there's no time left for me . ily all alot :] Dont cry for me when im gone [: I knew im so stupid when i said this . But this is from my heart, deep inside . I start to be sick a long time ago & its getting worst now. Idk whats happening to me . I just get to know that i had a very very low blood pressure . Vomitted alot of times even when im ok . :'( I felt so strange, idk what was it . Maybe its time for me ?? Maybe not ? :'( U guys, thanx so so much for all the joyfull things that all of u have done for me [: I wotn forget that & i will always be in ur heart even im far from u guys [: Remember that ok ? Just to let u know if i start not to online, not to reply ur messages, not to ans any calls, then u know what happen to me [: Thats the sign , im.... hmm. I dont want to say . i just love u guys alot :'( tc for now .
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Dear ALLAH, pls guide this dearest of mine to a right path, tc of him when im gone . Lead him to a happy life cos he deserve it much . Clear his heart which was full with hatred, anger . Clear his mind which was full with problems around him, stress, think too much till his own self cant be solved . :'( Pls, let him be with someone whom can tc of him when im not around . I really lup him YA ALLAH . I really do, its just fate cant last long soon . Protect him from any danger, from any harm . Protect him truely . Make his heart strong enough to go through all this painfull things that his gone through YA ALLAH . :'( TO DEAREST : Daddy, im sorry for all the things ive said,for all the things that made u hurt alot. Baby really really love u but idk why im feeling this kinda way . Its strange , i know . If can, i want to be with u forever dear . But fate, its not in our hands . Pls tc of yourself when ur out of singapore ready dear . Dont forget to msg me ok ? i will be missing u so much batman . i really do . your my everything now, i dont want anything to happen to u . Send my regards to ayah . ♥♥♥♥ I just scared i leave u too soon :'( Im worried of myself dear, but no matter what, i will always be there in your heart if i were to go first before u . Will always be watching u, leading a happy life with someone whom can replace my positions . :] i feel so alive when ur with me, seriously. Thanx for all the adventures we've made . i love you Nur Fazli Bin Ghazali so much . gurree .
Saturday, August 22, 2009
BOO-CHAK !! Well, kinda sad when someone u love says to his fwen that his life is boring . It sadest me truely . Even we are ok with each other . Well, he did changed me, thats good, even it hurt me so much that night . Can't even imagine how it feels when someone told u about ur bad side from the past 1 year, & now he just told u. hmm. I appreciate it much . Checked his comments, seems my comments are dead for him, others he replied a.s.a.p. As for mine, had to ask him to reply. Well, up to him . Whether which way he want to choose. I dont want to control any part of his life anymore. Yea, i know i have given up . Im at fault, all was my fault . Ive given him so much hope till his changing towards me. Im so bad right now. Maybe thats why im always sick . Think alot mostly cos of me & him. Our future . I rather be gone than facing this such problems . I cant even explain anything to him, he will react . Its hard . I will listen to him, but see how far we can go being together . Its all cos of me, his life changing :'( So no point for me to be upset, let him choose his path of happiness . I promise i wont do anything harm, wont make any lame jokes, wont be with him till 24/7 , wont disturb him everyday, wont be msging him that much . I promise. Let him has his own happiness life . His free . I felt like im holding his back . Im sorry :'( Hope u forgive me . Well just now at work, i fainted, luckily most of my collegues helped me out . Carry me to toilet, let me rest & stuff, they did worried about me. I appreciate it alot u guys [: Especially thanx to sasha, lyana, suki & jass for carrying me. & to hafiz, thanx for ur mentos sweet for me to munch on, & to zulkarnain, thanx for informing valerie that im sick. & to whoever in the staff lounge just now, heard alot saying to me to be strong & stuff, dun reli recognise ur voice, thanx so much guys . I wont forget that, & to shaf shaf, thanx for making me laugh in the morning at msn ok? ^^ hope to know u more better . |